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Wednesday, November 9, 2016-2020

 

Anti-prejudice women laws, or anti-prejudice gay and lesbian and transgender and transsexual laws, or open ďFree TradeĒ markets, or Monopoly regulations, or EPA expansion, or universal free healthcare, or universal free Higher Education, or gun regulation laws, or anti-brutality police regulations and laws and anti-gun violence regulations and laws against the brutalization of black men and other minority citizens and civilians, or free childcare, or increase taxes on the wealthy 1%, or friendly environmental laws, or free early childhood classes, or free public school lunches, or ending this two decade long warfare in the Middle East and redistributing funds to veteransí welfare and educational infrastructure, or immigration reform, or rightly so turning corporations back into what corporations are which is institutions rather than lending a false identity to corporations as individuals, or no oil pipeline through the Midwestís heartland, equal pay for equal work, single payer healthcare system, or raise the minimum wage to $21.00 (twenty-one American dollars) hourly rate per increase (ďhikeĒ) of annual inflation in the markets according to Mr. Bill Moyersís information and research, or voter suppression laws, or free media without politiciansí threats or bullying or intimidation against the Free Pressís journalistsí or reportersí lives who must get home in-time for supper and a bedtime story, or modern American infrastructure such as public libraries and public arboretums and public gardens and public sculpture gardens and public solariums and atriums and public planetariums and public graveyards as safe municipal services to all American private citizens and civilians or, or, orÖetc.

 

††††††††† Literary Disclaimer: Writing is creative literary arts. Writing isnít real. Writing isnít any type of psychological test. Writing isnít conversation. Writing isnít spoken word. Writing isnít speech giving. Writing isnít lectures. Writing isnít talking. Writing isnít actions. Writing is thoughts written down to convey logic and reason. Writing isnít ďwitchcraft.Ē Writing is letters, punctuation and grammar.

 

††††††††† ďConstructive criticismĒ feedback is for when in person or for critical papers written in school or for newspaper critics whose jobs is to write critiques about the culinary arts or the arts or films and for ďwriting workshopsíĒ roundtables. Content is creative writing. Writing isnít erratic since writing isnít a person. Writing is ideas and thoughts and opinions. Writing is consistency to practice writing. Writingís work. Writing Englishís a task de jour.

 

††††††††† My main Literary Goals:

 

††††††††† To write with the Queenís English.

 

††††††††† To write as closely as possibly to ďdead white malesĒ otherwise writing isnít considered any good.

 

Writing isnít Speaking

 

††††††††† Modern speech is modern.

 

††††††††† Modern speechís authentically empathetic.

 

††††††††† Speaking isnít writing.

 

††††††††† Talking isnít writing.

 

††††††††† Discussion isnít writing.

 

††††††††† Conversation isnít writing.

 

††††††††† Creative writingís creatively experimental in nature.

 

††††††††† Mother Nature is cruel at best.

 

††††††††† Writingís after the fact.

 

††††††††† Writing isnít any crime.

 

††††††††† Writingís any discipline.

 

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Saturday, March 28, 2020

Literary Disclaimer

 

No, I personally donít have any wealth.

 

Possibly there might be

$4.00 in my checking account.

(Hahaha.)

Lol.

 

However, Iím indeed in

Multimillion dollar contracts

(as in plural and more than one)

For which I still

Havenít ever seen

A single penny

 

Yes, for twenty-years Iíve worked

For multimillionaires

And no oneís

Ever paid me

Payroll or cash yet

 

What am I going to do?

Weep and cry rivers?

No.

 

Diligently, I continue to support

My own work as an

Appointed intellectual

Volunteer boss

By

Minnesota Multimillionaires

And their frugal denouncements

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím always proud to be an American Citizen/Civilian writer born full blooded 100% Salvadorian Maya and raised for the first ten years in Costa Rica then at age ten adopted into one of the wealthiest families in the country/world in that our intellectual blue blooded family has resided in Rockport, Massachusetts (Cape Ann, Massachusetts) for the past 340 years without batting an eyelash.

 

††††††††† Yes, I come from 340 years of the wealthiest zip code in America according to Harvard and their intelligence. Cheers.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím serious business because I inherit my part of an empire worth 340 years of collected interest and until then Iím putting off wealth because when Iím eighty Iíll still be doing the same thing Iím doing right now which is publically writing.

 

††††††††† For one whole year peacefully my father and I text weekly and my dadís only rule is not to traumatize him with anything bad about the past or violence or anything negative. Okay.

 

††††††††† My only rule is: donít criticize me, lecture me about my life and donít tell me how to be or how to live. Okay.

 

††††††††† For one whole year peacefully my mother and I text weekly and my momís only rule is to not use any swear words. Okay.

 

††††††††† My only rule is: donít criticize me, lecture me about my life and donít tell me how to be or how to live. Okay.

 

††††††††† Finally, for the first time in my life both of my parents get, I donít drink or use drugs, and remotely Iím a highly socialized introvert and homebody who remotely writes grants and fellowships as well as work as a remote blogger and remotely write feature-length film scripts and remotely write distribution film contracts and look over blueprints and remotely work as appointed volunteer intellectual engineer tycoon boss for no pay. Hahaha. Lol.

 

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Writing Is Worth More Than Money

 

††††††††† Seriously, I canít help the business of writing doesnít pay.

 

††††††††† No, I havenít ever been a prostitute.

 

††††††††† No, I havenít ever been a stripper.

 

††††††††† No, I havenít ever been a pharmaceuticals rep.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím simply a humble volunteer writer like a Public Service Announcement.

 

††††††††† Yes, everywhere I go, I have people tell me, they think me brilliant, and kind and genuinely warm and an excellent conversationalist. Thanks!

 

††††††††† Even though, I havenít ever made any monies from my intellectual work, still, yet, diligently for twenty-years I work on volunteer writing Fellowships and grants and feature-length film scripts and consult on intellectual CEO matters even though at first CEOís donít ever listen to me.

 

††††††††† Many CEOís will outright insult me and get quite mean, rude and cruel with me then immediately get on the phone (or text is quickest) and profoundly and profusely apologize because bosses come to realize I was right all along thus bosses literally fire their entire staff and invite and welcome and carte blanch my existence to remotely run their entire empires from my cell phone because I can do the job of ten people because I actually know what Iím talking about therefore I get appointed volunteer graphic design departmental boss because I donít ask questions I simply get the digital work well done then check the empiresí stocks and consult on stock market matters even though real estate is what actually makes multimillionaires except who wants the hassle to be a landlord. Nobody.

 

††††††††† Also in 2010 I began to consult on corporate and commercial CEO matters even though sometimes I have literal staff and employees scream, swear and yell at me and threaten violence for suggesting to bosses to go completely remote.

 

††††††††† Employees seem to lose their minds when I come in and clean house for the purpose to ensure the bossesí main objective wishes which is to always utilize compact and lightweight digital devices to remotely run the company from anywhere on the ground or around the globe. Ok.

 

††††††††† Since 2010, Iíve been working as remote volunteer corporate and commercial CEO consultant.

 

††††††††† Why?

 

††††††††† Because I tell it like it is. I tell it like I see it. No bullshit. No flirting. No wreckage. No whims. No stupidity to get noticed. No malice. No cruelty. Only Intelligence, however.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iíd much rather sit around and write feature-length film scripts and eat healthy snacks and make an awesome percolator cup of coffee. Yep.

 

Tuesday, November 24, 2020 and Wednesday, November 25, 2020

 

ď.Ē

 

(Leo Rostenís Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

 

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A book: ďManners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home TrainingĒ By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Dress Etiquette.

 

Dress.

 

Chapter 26.

Page ?

 

For breakfasting in public

or at the house

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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Upload: 6:40pm CT and 9:47am CT, Hi. 12:03pm CT

Word Count: 2,845

Word Count Goal for the week: 1,000

Word Count Goal: 1,000

 

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††††††††† Hi. Hello.

 

††††††††† Happy Tuesday and Wednesday! Iím right here working away at projects.

 

††††††††† Happy Thanksgiving Week!

 

††††††††† Happy Remote Thanksgiving!

 

††††††††† No Travel Warnings are in Affect.

 

††††††††† Happy COVID-19 Thanksgiving! Yep. Morbid and true and tragic

 

`†††††††† Life has changed forever because pandemics take one to three years to clear.

 

††††††††† COVID-19 is at its Ut-most high.

 

††††††††† Please, be careful.

 

††††††††† Happy wellness!

 

††††††††† Wear a mask. Itís the law.

 

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COVID-19

 

Here.

 

Present.

 

Healthy As a Horse

 

Wear A Mask.

 

Regularly, wash oneís Hands.

 

Letís go, America!

 

COVID-19 leaves people with mental illness

 

Quarantined as Usual

 

The Bunker is a literal Bunker

 

Now, thereíre entire generations

Of nurses with COVID-19

And mental illness

And dire side effects of

COVID-19

 

Entire generations of nurses

For which will probably not

Ever be the same again

After the PTSD

Of

COVID-19

 

STAY QURANTINED

If one cares to live

 

The only way

The Shakespeare family

Made it through

The black plague

Was to quarantine

Yep.

 

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††††††††† Tenure Nonfiction Public Blog Writer:

 

††††††††† Form Yom Kippur until January 5th of each year I take about a month off from the public blog because life is super busy at this time of year.

 

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Educated Nonfiction Writers Write The Truth

 

††††††††† Yes, factually and accurately I write whatever I have witnessed, seen, heard and directly informed.

 

††††††††† For crying aloud, this isnít Anais Ninís thirty year diaries. No.

 

††††††††† This is a public modern blog about the life of a nonfiction writer writing in the nonfiction genre because I also write poetry, film scripts and novels and nonfiction is nothing like the other subgenres. No.

 

††††††††† No, this nonfiction public blog isnít Anais Ninís private collection of thirty years worth of diaries and her sexual exploits and sexual fantasies.

 

††††††††† No.

 

††††††††† This is a nonfiction public blog and journals about the life of one Indigenous 100% Maya American Minnesotan writing about my life in general from training a canine to shopping, product value and product placement to the cost of living to housing shortage to the subject matter of writing especially nonfiction blogging in public in front of the entire world for the entire world to read. Please.

 

††††††††† Public writing takes real intrinsic confidence.

 

††††††††† No, Iím not ever cocky.

 

††††††††† No, Iím not arrogant.

 

††††††††† No, Iím not an old woman.

 

††††††††† No, no oneís an old woman.

 

††††††††† Yes, I think like wise old people because I can see ten steps ahead.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím quite confident in who I am and what I say.

 

††††††††† Seriously, Iím a fully well developed mature woman of 43.

 

††††††††† Yes, I can swear or get extremely obstinate whenever Iím manipulated or publically called a ďcuntĒ then I can get real mean and ugly as any womanís prerogative after sheís been called a ďcunt.Ē

 

††††††††† Calling a woman a ďcuntĒ is only done for the purpose to throw her off her game and she will get thrown off her game, however. Sheís still got it and the ballís in her court and sheís not off the rails simply ready to bulldoze anyone ever so cruel as to publically call any woman a ďcunt.Ē No way!

 

††††††††† Look, Iím a complex thinking problem-solving machine therefore quite simple in taste, design and lifestyle yet quite classy and lovely unless challenged like two moose knocking antlers.

 

††††††††† No, nobody has anything on me because Iím not competitive.

 

††††††††† Psychology teaches us, ďAdults are children in big bodies.Ē Ha! Funny.

 

††††††††† The moment I get called a ďcuntĒ in public then I act like a ďcuntĒ because no one ever calls any woman ďcuntĒ much less do women call themselves ďcunt.Ē Seriously, Please.

 

††††††††† Please, donít waste my time or I do go into ďcunt modeĒ whenever publically called a ďcuntĒ then Iíll show anybody ďcunt mode.Ē

 

††††††††† Impressive, no woman wants to ever find herself in any ďcunt mode.Ē

 

††††††††† If any mature lovely woman finds herself forced into ďcunt modeĒ then go there and ďown itĒ and be in the moment and be the ďcuntĒ oneís being sworn at. Yep.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíve been informed being called a ďcuntĒ is the equivalent of being punched.

 

††††††††† Yep, Iím here for love because thereís no money here.

 

††††††††† Thereíre no gifts.

 

††††††††† Thereíre no vacations.

 

††††††††† Thereíre no naps.

 

††††††††† Thereíre rushed meals.

 

††††††††† Thereíre rushed grocery runs and errands.

 

††††††††† Theyíre no wages.

 

††††††††† Theyíre only contracts for no wages.

 

††††††††† Thereís nothing of value here except time and ďtime is money.Ē

 

††††††††† Mostly all was lost in the stock market this year when we sold our Chinese shares in foreign market stocks, however. International taxes are too expensive.

 

††††††††† Now, the Dow Jones. Wow! Cool.

 

††††††††† A vaccination is in sight.

 

††††††††† Pandemics happen each every one hundred years and the duration of most pandemics last between one and three years.

 

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Writing is more Power than Money

 

Money Is A Lot of Paperwork to Sell

 

Writing Is A Lot of Work to Make Sense

 

††††††††† Yes, I write by ďthe letter of the lawĒ as any other nonfiction writer does.

 

††††††††† Yes, anything for which I write is ďfact-checkedĒ and my word stands correct because I ďtell it, like it isĒ or publically write a nonfiction blog as the literary genre calls for this nonfiction subgenre to be correctly be written because nonfiction writing isnít fiction or poetry of film script writing. No.

 

††††††††† Plus, Iím not a ďborderline personality disorderĒ so I donít have a propensity for physical violence or mood swings unless provoked or black and white mentality or extreme highs and lows.

 

††††††††† Since Iím not a ďdelusional schizophrenicĒ then I donít fear being alive because Iím not afraid of much except personal violence abuse against my persona or body.

 

††††††††† Nonfiction isnít article writing or essay writing. No.

 

††††††††† Nonfiction is a day or a week or a month or a year or a decade or decades in the life of the writers ever so gracious as to praise us with the writerís presence to take the time to prolifically think about what to publically write for readers to have learned ďaudience appreciationĒ to clearly see life from the writers point-of-view because writers write ďto make sense out of the worldĒ and more precisely to be poignant, direct, precise in the telling of their nonfiction moral tale or nonfiction subgenre format which is the most liable of all of the writings therefore writers get it right because all records are permanent and go down in history therefore writers donít mince words and rarely get their life story wrong.

 

††††††††† Now, some poser writer most likely will lie while the writers are here for the reader to learn a massive moral tale therefore readers donít make the same mistakes as the intelligent writers who already thought the mistake through like any mathematician, engineer and prolific thinker of the times because all writing is thinking through mathematics, logic and reason.

 

††††††††† Now, letís not waste our time constantly questioning my authority because I earned my authority. I went out into the world of academia and did exactly as I was instructed therefore in my twenty years as a published writer I find it not only my duty and my obligation to tell the truth then I donít wrongly get this account of our times and my life then we all go down in history as the real heroes of our times because Iím not going to make a mess out of a perfectly good and well natured need to inform and respect the reader since I told the reader long ago about how writers donít cuddle the reader because writers donít spit in the eye of any reader.

 

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Life Notes:

 

Correctly Conducted Ballet Exercises

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím a private school, private college and Big Ten university officially trained literary writer (10 years,) ballet dancer (8 years) and photography and film (10 years.)

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím actually who I say I am.

 

††††††††† Oh, Iím only a decent ballet exercise participant.

 

††††††††† No, I donít dance ballet. No.

 

††††††††† No, ballet exercises may not be done incorrectly or one will mangle bones.

 

††††††††† Ballet exercises can only be done correctly or not at all.

 

††††††††† Yes, in April 2020 I did wrong ballet floor exercises, laying on my back ready to kick in ďbicycle motionĒ and by mistake I rotated inward rather than up and down thus twisted my left kneecap for which Iím told I wouldnít be able to walk with a dislocated kneecap for which is literally out of joint, however. I did some Mayo Clinic research and discovered a dislocated kneecap is quite common and either one is able to correctly ďpopĒ or slide the kneecap back into place or not. Yep.

 

††††††††† Yes, everyday whenever I get a break from being the boss to a graphic design department or whenever I get a moment away from dealing with mildew or mold primer then I do ballet exercises no matter what Minnesota thinks because sitting at a computer for long periods of time or lots of maintenance work can be difficult on the body therefore correct ballet stretching exercises ďdoes the body good.Ē

 

††††††††† America, letís go, we have remote computer work and priming and painting to get done in all of our abodes.

 

††††††††† Letís go!

 

††††††††† Letís get this right.

 

††††††††† Letís wire America to work remote as well as clean up buildings, structures, garbage and take care of municipalities because Lake Street, Minneapolis, MN is starting to feel like home again since we biked the entire length of Lake Street all spring, summer and fall 2020.

 

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Correct Ballet Exercises

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††††††††† Yes, Iíve worn many pink tutus in my life. Yep.

 

††††††††† No, I havenít worn a pink tutu in twenty years.

†††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††

††††††††† Yes, I went to private schools, colleges and universities for 10 years (one complete decade) to study each individual mathematical artistic medium because Iím not good at anything unless I properly learn how to correctly do anything especially the mathematics of art and marathon form running.

 

††††††††† Yes, I hold several degrees. Ha, Ha, Ha. Hilarious.

 

††††††††† This is the end of twenty-years and my degrees for which didnít ever serve me in any type of income bracket or monetary means.

 

††††††††† Twenty-years later Iím now a volunteer engineer, volunteer general manager and volunteer boss to an entire graphic design department and anything to do with computer graphics and intelligence and Iím also volunteer janitor of anything to do with endurance and cleaning and maintenance.

 

††††††††† Yes, nearly singlehandedly Iím almost done with building an entire broadcast studio therefore ballet exercises are essential for stretching out muscles and muscle tone. Yep.

 

††††††††† Look, I win the twenty-first century.

 

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Ballet Exercises Helps

With Janitorial Duties

 

††††††††† Look, April 2020 and May 2020 I spent two months clearing out an entire basement bunker and dusting and cleaning down walls and sweeping and more dusting and more bleach-treatment of walls.

 

††††††††† Look thereís no mold in the entire building because five years ago when a pie ruptured and there was a flood in the building then at the time the boss bleach-treated all of the walls and took care of the mold five-years ago.

 

††††††††† So in April 2020 and May 2020 I cleared ten yearís worth old furniture and more furniture and papers.

 

††††††††† The electricians, fire chief inspection and builders and contractors have all been through and give the building two thumbs up.

 

††††††††† June 2020 I spent the entire month bleach-treating white mold, black mold and mildew.

 

††††††††† September 2020 and October 2020 bleach-treated and wiped down more walls because the job had to be well done.

 

††††††††† September 2020, October 2020 and November 2020 I spent all months bleach-treating five-year black mold.

 

††††††††† November 2020 I began to mold prime and prime treat walls.

 

††††††††† Monday, November 16, 2020 I spent all week priming with mold primer.

 

††††††††† As of Tuesday, November 24, 2020 all of the wiring is correctly secured by electricians and building contractors. Not once did I shock myself.

 

††††††††† For two years, thereís no black mold only thereís only the smell of bleach-mildew walls therefore I bleach-treated mildew and began to mold prime.

 

††††††††† No, thereís been no reoccurring black mold for five years because five years ago the entire buildingís basement was bleach-treated. Yes!

 

††††††††† When thereíre heavy rains the buildingís dry as a bone.

 

††††††††† Dealing with humidity thus looking to foam insulate a crawl-space.

 

††††††††† The public pool smell is gone out of the building because for six months I wiped down walls with cold water and cloth and Dawn soap. Yep.

 

††††††††† January 2021 we begin a Vlog to sell ads.

 

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Where In The World Is, Waldo?

 

Places to Live or Not

 

††††††††† Letís take care of our municipalities, St. Paul, MN street garbage and paint homes and buildings because primer and pain doesnít take much.

 

††††††††† St. Paul, MN always looks so shabby with street garbage everywhere blowing this way and that way.

 

††††††††† Whatís with St. Paul, Minnesotaís municipalities?

 

††††††††† Yes, as an invited guest, spouse and boss I have been holding down the fort in St. Paul, MN and aside from how much I have sworn without physical violence I donít care what oversexed St. Paul, MN thinks of me because I stand up for all women of color who donít have a voice and I donít allow myself to ever be a slave, servant and an afterthought when Iím running an entire graphic design department and finishing up building a broadcast studio for zero wages. No. Back, Minnesota.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít think the Midwest understands, ďdirect.Ē

 

††††††††† Three weeks ago I met the cruelest and meanest Somali female driver screaming at a white pregnant woman and I understood the Midwest doesnít understand ďdirectĒ vs. cruelty.

 

††††††††† Direct is ever so kind as to have to take the time to stop in the Target line and say, ďLadies, please back away in an era of COVID-19 because I can feel you breathing down my neck.Ē Genuine smile with tons of kindness and the other immediately knows the direct information is for the other party to adhere to poignant communications especially during a pandemic.

 

††††††††† Cruelty isnít direct.

 

††††††††† Cruelty is cruelty for the sake to be mean and hateful.

 

††††††††† Direct is a lot of information conveyed for the benefit of all.

 

††††††††† Direct doesnít play games.

 

††††††††† Direct is direct.

 

††††††††† Oh, I miss Boston.

 

††††††††† No, I donít ever miss my family or friends because I text out three thousand texts per month.

 

††††††††† Literally, I miss running errands by subway throughout the green line of Boston in which I did go into bakeries and the Italian section of town and ďeveryoneĒ is super direct and polite and kind and direct and more direct especially in Quincy market with all of the tourists from all over the world.

 

††††††††† No, I donít like to travel, however.

 

††††††††† Once Iím someplace then I donít want to leave.

 

††††††††† For us to ďteletransportĒ (not literally, sci-fi) myself into Los Angeles on Van Ness Street with all of our family, pets and children then I wouldnít ever move off of Van Ness or venture to the Ocean since I donít set foot on any vessels or water past my ankles because the probability of death exponentially goes up.

 

††††††††† Yes, absolutely drop two anchors whenever in any storm and high waves and seriously one must go against the waves or the alternative is worst which is to capsize.

 

††††††††† Seriously, any type of engineering takes serious consideration.

 

††††††††† Yes, with any type of high waves then one must go up against the waves and the ride is going to be atrocious.

 

††††††††† Thereís no reason to go on any vessel. Period.

 

††††††††† Especially, thereís no reason to go on any vessel when the waters and waves are high past 15 foot high waves then definitely stay out of the water.

 

††††††††† Yes, for about 8 summers we lived at the Manhattan Marina because my parents credit card records permanently places us on the exact longitude and latitude.

 

††††††††† Yes, partially I have sailed the Atlantic ocean up and down the Eastern Seaboard for which the Chasapeak area is my favorite picturesque place in the world yet I wouldnít live in the south because racism in America is the worst in Minnesota and Texas.

 

††††††††† America, lake Street in Minneapolis, MN is being rebuilt and Lake Street is as flat and gorgeous as always.

 

††††††††† America, yes, we hang out downtown, Minneapolis and walk around because downtown, Minneapolis has a Wholefoods which is my favorite store in the entire world due to their bamboo clothes I adore, however. I donít have the means to shop at Wholefoods therefore I ďwindow shopĒ and dream of a day I can purchase any of the bamboo clothes or the delicatessens deli of cheeses, cakes, desserts and breads.

 

††††††††† Right now, Iím missing near El Presidente Hotelís San Jose, Costa Ricaís by the national theatre all of the bakeries nearby all over the streets of San Jose. Thank you. I miss bakeries.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím a Costa Rican because weíre healthy and beautiful and bitter and direct and blunt in communications, however. Not ever haters.

 

††††††††† My experience with the Costa Ricans has been brutally direct and blunt communications and nothing else otherwise.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

 

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Tuesday, November 10, 2020

 

ď.Ē

 

(Leo Rostenís Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

 

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††††††††† Hi. Hello.

 

††††††††† Happy Tuesday!

 

††††††††† Happy wellness!

 

††††††††† Wear a mask. Itís the law.

 

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††††††††† Advertisement Sales:

 

††††††††† Yes, North Dakota Legion News the ads look fabulous.

 

††††††††† We sold the entire program! Hooray!

 

††††††††† The commercial ads look awesome!

 

††††††††† Minnesota, I sale advertisements over the phone to marketing executives therefore I can and do sell about $1,000 of ads in one hour.

 

††††††††† Yes, 100% goes to veteransí chapters. How cool.

 

††††††††† Why wouldnít executives purchase ads from me?

 

††††††††† Of course, they do even in COVID-19.

 

††††††††† Now, I also boss the graphic design department and the ads are gorgeous! Iím extremely proud of our work. Thank you for your patience.

 

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††††††††† Terrible home hair cut:

 

††††††††† Minnesota, Iím extremely ultra-feminine yet I wrongly cut my hair and now I look like I have a terrible little boy home hair cut. Yep. I do. Itíll grow out.

 

††††††††† Sigh.

 

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COVID-19

 

This 2020 Pandemic

 

Healthy as a Horse

 

Here

 

Present

 

10/30/20

Skull CT-Scan

 

Zero hairline skull fractures

Yes!

 

Wow!

 

~~~

Difficult Question

About Cancer

 

Are nodules cancer?

 

Technically, no

 

And yes.

 

Personally, I have been taught

By the time anyone has any type

Of enlarged masse

Of any type

Hanging off of

Any organ

Then

The race against time begins

 

Because nodules can turn into

Tumors which then can

Turn into cancer

 

So the best prevention

Against cancer is early screening

 

Nodules are nodules

However, nodules can

And do become other than nodules

Do you understand me?

Because by the time one has

A constant sore throat

Then nodules can throw off

The entire chemistry of the body

 

Nodules are no good.

 

Personally only nurses tell patients

Nodules are no big deal

UntilÖ a graph or biopsy

Confirms

 

Personally only nurses tell patients

Benign tumors are no big deal

UntilÖ a graph or biopsy

Confirms

 

The problem with either

Nodules or tumors

Is they can obstruct

The voice box

Or other vital organs

 

The only way to beat a pandemic

Is to wash hands,

Stay 11 feet apart

And donít breathe or talk to anyone

Or the foolish individual

May get an entire room

Full of people killed

 

NO!

 

~~~

Hello, America

 

Yes, I will continue

To write about

The stock market

 

Yes, I believe

All of our offshore manufacturing

Out to be in-sourced rather than outsourced

 

Yes, Americans know how to loom

 

Yes, Americans know how to sew

 

Yes, Americans know how to manufacture

 

Yes, Americans know how to dye raw materials

 

First of all,

Bamboo clothing is some of the softest

 

Second of all,

No one makes high quality clothes

Like the Americans

 

One aspect of economy, I would like

To see return to our shores

Is anything out-sourced

Because pandemics

Last anywhere from

One to three years

 

Thus as American

Companies and corporations

Must begin to think about

Insular aspects of business

With a global reach

 

Look, when Americans

Make clothes then nobody can

Touch the label or the design

Because clothes is something

Americans know

 

~~~

The electric Jeep must come forth

 

This entire nation of ours

Must go electric now

 

~~~

The Chinese Stock Market

Will self sustain

 

China, weíll see you in

One hundred years

 

Chinaís borders will now be closed off

To the rest of the world

 

China may have more

Populous of people

Yet China murdered the world

Nazis

 

Oh, China how could you have

Killed off the world?

 

China, you killed my best friends.

 

Oh, China

You murdered my family

 

China, this pandemic

Is personal

 

Chinaís COVID-19 murdered

Two of my family members

 

Oh, China

You took what was not

Yours to take

 

China, my third family member

Barely hangs in the balance

Our nurse may perish

Because you

 

China, the borders are now

Closed off to you

 

China, we love you

 

China, you will sustain your own economy

China, donít ever think you can

Get away with killing off

The world

 

We donít like it

 

~~~

Yes, I voted in person

To make a social statement

 

Yes, I go grocery shopping

Even though the Minnesotans

Donít physically watch out for me

And donít keep 11 feet apart

 

Look, Minnesota, when youíre

Behind someone then

YOU HAVE TO

WATCH OUT
FOR THE PERSON
IN FRONT OF YOU
BECAUSE PEOPLE
DONĒT HAVE EYES
ON THE BACK OF THEIR HEAD

 

The Minnesotans greatly annoy me

 

The Minnesotans are seriously

Some of the pettiest, shallow, racist

Dumbest over sexualized

People I ever met

 

Minnesotans in public

Remind me

Of dogs that drag their butts

Around on the ground

Because of some itchy affliction

To the anus or rectum

 

Minnesotan are either charming or rude

 

Minnesotans donít know

How to be direct and respectful

 

Minnesotans think if theyíre mean

Then theyíre direct

Wrong

 

Thereís finesse to being direct

And respectful Vs a complete moron

 

Thereís nothing here for me except my husband

My family either lives in Fredicksburg, Texas

Or Rockport, Massachusetts

 

Seriously, China just killed

The entire world with

Bacterial genocide

 

China will not hold any type

Of strong hold in either

Textiles, hard lines, automobiles

Clothing and apparel

Or the culinary arts

Food, art or science

Because China

Is a Bacterial Nazi

For which such committed Genocide

 

Yep.

 

China will have to go

Trials of the Geneva Convention

Because China just

Murdered the world

 

I mean, what else is there to say?

Nothing.

 

Need I say more?

No.

 

~~~

Jeans Are A

Dirty Business

 

Well, I think the business of

Jeans is a disgusting and dirty business

To literally makes jeans

It takes gallons and gallons of water

With mostly toxic dyes

Therefore there a company

Called ďNudie JeansĒ

For which refurbishes denim ware

Because making jeans is extremely

Harmful to the environment

 

Therefore America must get into

The business of jean manufacturing

With environmentally safe

Precautions to the manufacturing of jeans

 

Jeans is a science

 

One has to practically be

A genius to make

Refurbished denim

 

~~~

Sulfites

 

Personally, I canít stand sulfites in

Wine or shampoo

 

The Americans will get into

Environmentally friendly products

 

~~~

Cruelty Free

Means when no animals

Are harmed in the

Making of makeup products

 

Americans will get into

Inexpensive

Cruelty free products

 

~~~

Puma Tennis shoes

Are so beautiful

 

Thank you.

 

Puma is all a great company

 

~~~

Constipation

for

Cancer Patients

 

Well, nothing ever worked

For me through

2009-2017

Eight years of

Uterine Fibroid Tumors

 

No one ever informs

Patients about how

The constipation

Will hurt more than

The tumors

The large size of grapefruit

 

The only way I learned to deal

With severe tumor constipation

Was to take one hour

In the bathroom

And gently rub

My own back and stomach

And apply my own deep tissue massage

Otherwise nothing else worked

 

Jordana Green,

youíre in our prayers and thoughts

 

Jordana Green, we hang unto

Your ever word.

 

We love you.

 

New Jersey loves you.

 

Minnesota loves you.

 

We love you.

 

Jordana, youíre a great journalist

 

We love your transparency

 

No one ever talks

About cancer and constipation

Until now when

Jordana Green did today

Over broadcast radio airwaves

 

Thank you.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

 

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Thursday, October 29, 2020

 

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††††††††† Hi. Hello.

 

††††††††† Happy Thursday!

 

††††††††† All day I thought it was Wednesday.

 

††††††††† Happy wellness!

 

††††††††† Wear a mask. Itís the law.

 

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††††††††† Joe Biden is my final vote.

 

††††††††† Letís go America!

 

††††††††† Bye-Don is the final vote.

 

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††††††††† Happy COVID-19 Halloween!

 

††††††††† No trick-or-treating this year.

 

††††††††† No school except from remote learning.

 

††††††††† Come on! America, letís get it together.

 

††††††††† Weíre so tired of this pandemic.

 

††††††††† We still have another two years to go so letís lower the mortality rate.

 

††††††††† COVID-19 is worse than the AIDS pandemic was in the 1980ís.

 

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††††††††† No, I donít live in my parentsí basement

 

††††††††† Yes, I live in a basement apartment and itís glorious.

 

††††††††† Warm, sound proof and quiet thus an awesome cool space.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím a cool adult so no one is going to put down or dismiss my dwellings.

 

††††††††† Plus, a basement apartment keeps me from getting COVID-10 because Iím isolated.

 

~~~

 

††††††††† Free Movies!

 

††††††††† Seriously, I still donít know who won the World Series.

 

††††††††† Yes, I can live stream the presidential debates.

 

††††††††† Yes, all movies ought to be free to watch over the internet because itís the ads that sell the merchandise.

 

††††††††† Seriously, all films ought to be free and downloadable for all Americans because we need entertainment and enjoyment especially through these difficult and heartbreaking times.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iíve been streaming free family wholesome films which are considered large budget B-movies and theyíre wonderful.

 

††††††††† All of the films have great acting, good moral tales and a good storyline.

 

††††††††† Thank you, ABC.

 

††††††††† Thank you, Crackle.

 

††††††††† Thank you, Freeform.

 

††††††††† Thank you, You Tube.

 

††††††††† Thank you for keeping the masses calm.

 

††††††††† Youíre in my heart.

 

††††††††† Thank you, Bill Maher, even though I have my own personal boycott of Bill Maherís show since April 2020. Iíve recorded all of the shows, I have yet to sit down and watch.

 

††††††††† Thank you, Rachel Maddow for being the helm of this country in politics and news.

 

††††††††† The only person to trust is Dr. Rachel Maddow.

 

††††††††† Take it away, Mr. Bill Maher.

 

††††††††† Ms. Maddow, America loves you.

 

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COVID-19

 

This 2020 Pandemic

 

Healthy as a Horse

 

Here

 

Present

 

~~~

Yes, Weíre Still Here

 

Yes, Heterosexual Monogamous Exclusive

 

Yes, weíre Husband and Wife

Because we live and work together

 

~~~

October is Cancer

Awareness Month

 

††††††††† Yes, my favorite radio show is WCCO at any time of day or night.

 

††††††††† Yes, I was so sad to hear Sid Hartman passed away.

 

††††††††† No, I neither once nor ever met Sid Hartman nor did I ever go out of my way to meet Sid, however. Sid made a huge impact on my life and I hung unto each and every single word Sid uttered over the radio. Sid was my rock and someone I greatly look up to. Sid Hartman was my radio broadcast hero.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím so sad to hear Jordana Green deals with leukemia.

 

††††††††† Yes, I have misspelled Jordana Greenís name in the past. I used to spell Jordanaís name Georgiana. Sorry.

 

††††††††† Yes, Jordana Green is one of my radio broadcast heroes therefore our prayers are with Jordana and her family.

 

††††††††† Yes, I know what itís like to live with cancer therefore I take it quite rather seriously to have heard the news of Jordanaís cancer diagnosis.

 

††††††††† Yes, please keep Jordana on the radio for as long as she has energy because her cancer journey will help many others cope and pull through with our cancer diagnoses as well.

 

††††††††† Thank you to Jordana Green for the bravery and willingness to broadcast from the Mayo Clinic.

 

††††††††† The problem with cancer isnít living with cancer.

 

††††††††† The problem with cancer one knows one day it can and will turn deadly then timeís up. Yep. We all know. Weíre all mature adults.

 

~~~

R.I.P.

Don Tracy

 

††††††††† Yes, our peeps are dying from COVID-19.

 

††††††††† R.I.P. to Don Tracy of Kettle River, MN.

 

††††††††† Yes, I was so sad to hear Don Tracy passed away from COVID-19.

 

††††††††† No matter what anyone says about my former In-Laws, Don Tracy was very good to me and I to him. We had mutual respect and admiration for one another. Iíve sat around the kitchen table of Don Tracy and admired his bread pan.

 

††††††††† Long live Don Tracy who taught me, men are gentle no matter how booming or thunderous their voice. Don Tracy was so good to me. Iím only honored to have met Don Tracy and been a part of his life for a many good 13 years.

 

††††††††† Don Tracy molded my perspective of what good men are like even though I always told Don Tracy he did need to exercise more and watch out for portion control. Yes, I was that blunt and direct with Don Tracy because I didnít talk behind his back. I told him what I thought of his health directly to his face because I live with cancer and thereís no reason for diabetes or other lifestyle diseases.

 

††††††††† America, we must do better.

 

††††††††† China, you wonít get away with murdering our American civilians and global citizens. Nope.

 

††††††††† China will pay in full.

 

††††††††† The Chinese will spend the next one hundred years isolated from the rest of the world for committing genocide.

 

~~~

MOA

Mall of America

Thank you

 

††††††††† Yes, this weekend both Friday and Saturday I ventured out to the Mall of America because itís one of my favorite places even though I deal with Intimate partner abuse and a spouse with borderline personality disorder who tends to want to skip in public so heís noticed and tells me he ďwants to fuck me in the assĒ or tells me about his ďerectionsĒ in public.

 

††††††††† Look, I put this derelict in his place, still yet nothing takes away from the joy to leave the basement apartment and go and live and be and experience the beauty, wonder and awe of the Mall of America.

 

††††††††† Everybody knows as a blogger I write about the Mall of America because even though I run an entire graphic design department and the boss refuses to pay me wages I still am one of the greatest consumers alive because I notice every stitch, every plastic contour and every angle and color of any type of merchandise.

 

††††††††† If I had my wages then I would most certainly go on a shopping spree.

 

††††††††† The rich donít run America because the rich donít spend any money since the rich are more like the poor and miserly.

 

††††††††† America is run by the sweat and brow of the middle income earners who actually do make purchases larger than $5.00 for two meals.

 

††††††††† The Burger King near Minnehaha Park is awesome! Thank you!

 

††††††††† Tonight I ran out to KFC in Roseville, MN. Thank you.

 

††††††††† Yes, Highland Park, St. Paul, MN requires a KFC.

 

††††††††† Thank you to McDonaldís. Thank you for your hot fries.

 

††††††††† Yes, Friday night I look forward to curve side only take-out or take away from any restaurant in St. Paul, MN.

 

††††††††† Thanks for the hundreds of emails about how to do COVI-19 take-out food without dying from COVID-19.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím a great consumer even though I window shop because my husbandís cheap and has a closet full of clothes and shoes while I go in rags and torn clothes and holes in the insides of my tennis shoes, however.

 

††††††††† My hardworking poverty as the boss to an entire graphic design department doesnít preclude me from window shopping and knowing the true value and cost and price and worth of merchandise because I have the eye of an eagle and I have some of the most expensive taste on a budget since I mend my socks year after year and I take great pride in being amongst the millionaire class who give nothing in return while I run their companies and make them a lot of money.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím in rags and torn clothes and I have no shame because I build some of the most beautiful commercial advertisements in a five state area. The senators and the real estate tycoons thank me for my hard work and service to our great state of Minnesota.

 

††††††††† Youíre welcome.

 

††††††††† Whenever I become a multimillionaire then, ďIíll have one of those and one of those and one of those. Thank you.Ē

 

††††††††† Yes, I finished two novels this year.

 

††††††††† Not bad.

 

††††††††† People in other countries love my novels and my film scripts.

 

††††††††† Yes, I will eventually write, edit and publish the great American novel because I practice at it. Yes, I love my novels even if Minnesotans donít.

 

††††††††† Practice makes perfect.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly,

 

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Wednesday, October 14, 2020 and Saturday, October 17th, 2020

 

ď.Ē

 

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††††††††† Happy Wednesday and Happy Saturday Morning!

 

††††††††† Happy wellness!

 

††††††††† Wear a mask. Itís the law.

 

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††††††††† Joe Biden is my final vote.

 

††††††††† Letís go America!

 

††††††††† Bye-Don is the final vote.

 

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††††††††† Writing Vs. Editing:

 

††††††††† Letís make correct distinctions.

 

††††††††† If I were to go ďbrain damagedĒ then Iíll lose my ability to write therefore status quo.

 

††††††††† Letís go!

 

††††††††† We have a lot of work to do.

 

††††††††† You know we do.

 

††††††††† Come on, America!

 

††††††††† We have a lot of work to get through.

 

††††††††† For the past seven months as boss of an entire commercial graphic design department for a publications company, I barely make time to brush my hair three times per day through a pandemic and throat cancer thus I make time to write as much as I can because lots of graphic design work for no wages is simply a lot of time so I might as well write because documenting my life is important as a Maya Indigenous woman of color since statistically indigenous women are killed and murdered per higher capita than any other female demographics. For some reason America doesnít seem to care about our Indigenous daughtersí and sistersí lives. Please.

 

††††††††† Look, Iím not brain damaged.

 

††††††††† Writing is getting out as many correct and logical thoughts in correct order of sequence of events and no writer cares about misspellings or incorrect grammar because the ideas are more important than correct spelling.

 

††††††††† Now, editing is all reading to correct the written misspelled language.

 

††††††††† Period

 

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††††††††† Surrogacy Pregnancy means nine months of incubation period because

Itís my husbandís sperm and my eggs therefore our children with our genes and DNA.

 

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COVID-19

 

This 2020 Pandemic

 

Healthy as a Horse

 

Here

 

Present

 

~~~

Yes, Weíre Still Here

 

Yes, Heterosexual Monogamous Exclusive

 

Yes, weíre Husband and Wife

Because we live and work together

 

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Intimate Partner Abuse

 

Verbal Abuse is Insidious

 

The question isnít:

ďWhy doesnít she leave?Ē

 

The question is:

ďWhy doesnít he stop ripping out her hair?Ē

ďWhy doesnít he stop kicking her?Ē

 

No, my digital evidence isnít

A ďcry for helpĒ

No.

 

Donít get it wrong

 

My digital evidence

Of domestic violence abuse

Is evidence

Incase anything dire

Were to happen

To my body or head

Yep.

 

All Iím doing is leaving

A trail of crumbs

 

No one can say they didnít know

Because I video-text the

Entire world

My video evidence of

Domestic violence abuse

 

No, I donít make my

Domestic violence abuse

A secret

Why?

Why would I?

I wouldnít.

 

Domestic violence abuse

Isnít my shame, crime or guilt

 

Oh, well

Deal with the fact I

Address the subject matter of

Domestic violence abuse

Because Iím not a victim

Iím victimized

And I do

Bilateral therapy

To correct the trauma

Yes, bilateral therapy helps

With new neurological pathways

 

Step aside, my bully is mine

 

Look around.

 

Thereís no one here

Except me

 

And I will self defend

And self protect

By covering my head

 

No, Iím not the perpetrator

No, Iím not the instigator

No, Iím not the abuser.

No, Iím not a victim.

 

No, Iím not low self esteem.

 

Yes, I address

Each and every single

Aspect of domestic violence

 

No, I donít allow for anyone

To abuse me

 

Yes, directly I address

All aspects of abuse

Through eloquence and articulation

Even if I cry like a baby

Still I get out words

And make perfect sense

This is why I get to

Continue to publically write

Because I spell it all out

Without any agenda

 

Simply, recording events

Because I wonít

Ďgo gently into that good nightí

 

Nope.

 

Look, my life expectancy is supposedly

One hundred for our generation

So, I donít believe in suicide

And I donít expect to die

Of natural causes until the age of

One hundred

(100)

So

Highland Park, Saint Paul, MN

Please, donít murder me

 

Thank you.

 

Look, Iím confident.

 

Look, I donít feel bad about myself

 

Look, this is not a cry for help.

 

This is a record.

 

No, donít pity me.

I donít need anybodyís pity

 

Simply use the good old fashion

American saying,

ďPoor girlĒ

Because the entire Highland Park

Neighborhood is watched me

Get my hair ripped out in public

And I cry like a baby

I donít care who hears me

 

Men in their right mind

Donít rip out womenís hair

Simply because women

Ask questions

 

Yep.

 

All video recording

Is also a record

 

Yes, Iím leaving

A crumb trail of

Video-text recordings

Because with

Borderline personality disorder

They donít seem to understand

How enraged they get

With physical violence

Therefore if I end up

Gravely injured

At the hands of rage

Then weíll know

Exactly what happened

Because Iím still me

And beautiful

And smart

And kind

 

Once a week

If I get liquor in me

Then I still am intelligent

 

Once a week

If I get liquor in me

Then I donít mince words

And I mean what I say

With throat cancer

Because I say what I mean

Because I know exactly

What Iím talking about

Even though cocaine heads

Are manipulative

With their genitalia hanging out

And always horny

And ready for sex

 

No, I donít do drugs

Yes, I will drink one

A rum and coke

Once a week

And donít think

Anything escapes me

In any room

In the world

Because my parents

Are Harvard Ivy League

Psychologists therefore

All Iíve ever been is

A guinea pig and studied

Rather than loved

Therefore I take rules

Seriously or

The alternative is to prove

My innocence

At each step

Of the way

Through video recordings

 

Yep.

 

No, I have no money.

Yes, I have power.

Evidence is King.

Digital evidence is King.

 

Yep.

 

I know exactly

What Iím talking about

Therefore Iím the boss

Even though the boss

Thinks Iím his servant.

Ha

Funny

Hilarious

 

No, I donít make

Any of this stuff up.

 

~~~

Music Lessons

 

Monday I Skateboarded Ten Miles

To Get to one Music Lesson

Because I got ditched

 

Except I donít miss out

On my music lessons

Simply because

Someone else is having a tantrum

No.

 

~~~

Building an entire basement apartment

Truly, seriously and in earnest

 

One month away

From Completion

 

Yes, in the last

Seven months I built

A broadcast studio

No joke

 

Yes, I rewired

Without getting electrocuted

 

Yep, Iím that smart.

Yes, I have done

All of this manual labor

And more

 

Yes, I also built

An entire basement apartment

Yep.

 

Yes, my home is below an office

Yet above a bunker

 

My home is a basement apartment

With a broadcast studio

 

Our homeís name is called

ďThe BunkerĒ

Seems suitable

Through a pandemic

Plus I built the living apartment

During a pandemic

 

Yes, interior decorators

Have asked me if

Interior decorators

May take

Pictures of my humble abodes

Because interior decorators

Have informed me they

Like my design concepts

Always on a tight budget

 

Yep.

 

Yes, with five thousand

Or less an entire floor

Of any building can be

Primed, painted and redecorated

 

No, Iím not an interior decorator.

Nope.

 

Simply, I know how to think

Like an interior decorator

Because I did

ĎDressí sets for Hollywood

 

Yes, my career

As an independent

Mass Media Executive Producer

Begun working for Hollywood

As a production assistant

In the year 2000

 

Yes, right after

My undergraduate degree

In global communications

Directly I went to work

For Hollywood,

However

Not in Hollywood. No.

 

Distinctions are vitally important.

 

Yes, Iím a Mass Media Executive Producer.

Correct.

 

Yes, I write

One-hundred thousand dollar grants

For scientist, artists and businesses

 

~~~

Aesthetic rules

Are the same

Across the board

 

Yes, presently as the boss

Of an entire graphic design department

For a publications company

As of this week I worked with

CUBís same font, lettering and type

For text change for

Address change for

Print media

Commercial advertisements

And sizing specs for Geico

Building graphic elements

For real estate tycoons

And senators

For which Iím ever so

Grateful each commercial account

Does email back

And comments

The same thing:

ďBeautiful.Ē

 

Thank you.

Not bad.

Not bad at all

 

Cheers.

 

My commercial

Graphic design department

Work is better than white males

Yep.

 

I did it!

I surpassed previous bosses

Ha

Cool

 

Seriously, why wouldnít any

Marketing executive

Not purchase advertisements

From me

When I call

Their commercial accounts directly

Since I boss

The graphic design department

And the work is awesome.

 

I mean seriously,

The advertisements coming out of

This pandemic is so beautiful

 

The work is good old U.S. of A.

 

Truly, commercial work is rock star.

 

Yes.

 

Now I know Photoshop

Like Ďthe back of my handí

 

Yes, Iím decent at In-Design.

(Computer program)

Itís alright.

Photoshop is King.

 

Illustrator is annoying

(Another computer program)

Photoshop is the pumping artery

 

Yes, I love doing commercial graphics

More than any other work, however.

 

~~~

Homework, reading materials

About the stock market

 

Yes, I will do anything

In my literary power

To advocate to bring back

The backbone

Of the fashion industry

To sew all clothes on

American domestic shores

Because in America

Our laws

Stand against

Sweatshop labor

 

Yes, Iíve always wanted a Hawkeye

University of Iowa sweatshirt, however

The last time I looked into

Purchasing a sweatshirt

There was too much

Mexican Sweatshop labor

Therefore I gave up on

The notion of purchasing

Any Sweatshirt

Simply, I couldnít bring myself to

 

~~~

The greatest aspect of the

University of Iowaís

Bookstore shop

From

September 1998 - August 2000

Was ďBurtís BeesĒ

Beauty cosmetic line

 

Thank you

 

As a cancer patient

My life changed forever

When I discovered

Burtís Bees

 

Yes, twenty years later I still

Fight one form or another of cancer

 

Organs keep getting

Surgically removed

Yikes

 

Look, tumors are cancer.

Period

No, donít be afraid of tumors.

Iím not.

 

However, do be afraid to wake up

One morning and...

 

Seriously, with thyroid tumors

Or throat cancer

The cancer can spread to

Lymph nodes then

The tumors take on the shape

Of blood cancer then

Really game over

Done forever

Because who comes back from

Blood cancer

 

Hardly anybody

 

Now, thirty-three thousand

American women

Die each year

From breast cancer

 

Now, one million

American women

Die each year

From domestic violence abuse

 

~~~

Verbal Abuse is Insidious

 

Yes, like a baby I cry after

Three straights hours

Of being called a ďcuntĒ

 

Personally, I donít ever swear

Unless sworn at

For days and weeks

And months then

All hell breaks loose

And I begin to

Project all of the swear words

To the personís mom

With the following;

 

ďYou, cunt momĒ

ďFuck you, mom.Ē

ďSpic whore, mom.Ē

ďUgly spic, momĒ

 

Nope, I no longer take

Verbal abuse seriously.

 

Now, I begin to laugh.

 

For two years Iíve

Openly and in public wept

About verbal abuse

Because I took

Verbal abuse personally

 

No, my crying isnít a cry for help

Yes, I deal with my

Domestic violence abuse

 

No, I donít allow myself

To be publically humiliated

 

Now, Iíve begun to chuckle and

Giggle and laugh

Even Though

This makes

My husband enraged

 

Whatís a girl to do?

Nothing except laugh

 

Violence is stupidity

By ten

 

Personally, I find it pathetic

My husband rips our my hair

In public view and I cry

ĎLike a babyí

Each time

Because hair ripping

Is not anything Iíve

Ever experienced

In my entire life

 

Who knew?

I had no clue

Anyone ripped out

Anyoneís hair

 

Supposed, the statistics show

Domestic violence abuse

Is quite common

 

Ten (10) million Americans each year

Gets injured

Due to domestic violence abuse

 

Yes, most abusers

Are all the same

Ha!

Bummer

 

Physical domestic violence abusers

Mainly all share

The same characteristics

Of borderline personality disorder

Which Ďgood luckí

 

These folks are psychopaths

And pathological liars

Therefore must be held accountable

And quite charming

Yet quite enraged

Because such types

Choose violence over words

 

No, borderline personality disorder

Isnít sociopathic

No.

 

Yes, I meant to write ďpsychopathsĒ

Because violence is a pathology

Usually through childhood rape

 

~~~

No, I wasnít raped as a child.

 

Seriously, Iím so obvious.

 

Yes, I lived in the same two tin huts

And spent my days the same way

Until the age of six which

Was mainly revolved around

Meal times, Sunday church, play

And self care and dressing

And prayer at meal times

And before bed

Amen.

Goodnight.

Next day, same thing

 

I mean, really

I had the best childhood

I am one of the lucky ones

 

My ďRoble AltoĒ

Franciscan Nuns

Orphanage experience

Was quite

Studious and strict meal times,

Embroidery activities,

Prayer, self care

Friendships and Sunday church

And Sunday picnics

In Heredia, Costa Rica

Rinse and repeat for four years.

 

No, I wasnít ever raped in the orphanage.

 

Nope.

 

No, nothing bad ever happened to me

 

No, my birth mom

Guadalupe Estrada didnít

Ever drop us off

On the street.

No.

 

My birth mom

Went and spoke to

The Costa Rican government

And met all regulations

And signed

Her children over

To the orphanage

Because simply

As a single mom sewer

My birth mom couldnít

Afford us and this

Was explained to us

Directly by all adults involved

And I accepted this truth

And continued to study

To have a great childhood

Without anything

Ever badly happening

On a daily basis

Thus Iím a homebody

Because in my opinion

Nothing bad happens at home

Unless domestic violence abuse

This occurs each week

Monotonous

Violence is boring

 

~~~

No, I donít instigate or condone violence

 

If ever Iím brutalized

Then I cry like a baby

Because Iím a woman

And I donít like to brawl.

 

Seriously, I was safer at the orphanage

Than racist America

 

Now, Iím a Ďhappy go luckyí adult

Unless belittled, disrespected or put down

 

No, I donít have a lot of hang-ups

Except how Iím spoken to

 

Personally, I donít

Take public humiliation personally,

Yet I donít allow for anyone

To publically humiliate

Because I donít

 

The whole world knows, I mean business

Because each of my

Graphic design departments

Monthly periodicals are worth

Ten-thousand dollars

($10,000)

of

Commercial print media

Advertisements

Thus ever since

The first week of April 2020

My work as boss

Has sunk $10,000 in the hole

Per month

 

Yep.

This is a fact.

Period

 

Can you do that?

I do.

And I can.

 

Working on the

North American Legion News

For color advertisements

 

Just finished

The Veterans of War

Spring State Program

 

And just finished

The Minnesota

American Legion Spring Program

 

Right

Like the fashion industry

Six months ahead of schedule

 

The commercial advertisements

Are gorgeous

 

Yes, Iím quite proud

Of my graphics work

Because I donít get paid wages

 

My tennis shoes have

Holes in the inside of them

 

Thereís a clause

In my contract about

A new pair of tennis shoes

Every six months, however

After two years with the same

Tennis shoes

Then I Ďno longer hold my breathí

 

ĎAre you kidding me?í

 

Personally, Iím the greatest

Middle income earning consumer

Because I love to keep

A comfortable and manageable

Abode in small spaces

Yet I love all of the

Accouchements and fashion

 

~~~

Yes, my real estate budget

Is $650,000

Yes, correct.

Yep.

 

Now, Iím nearly done with the

Broadcast studio

 

The basement apartment is

One month away from completion

 

And thereís always the bunker

 

No, I donít go to the bunker

Unless a terrible storm

 

Bunkers are more for comfort

In time of need, however

Bunkers are sterile

No matter how

Plush or posh

 

Now, yes, always consider

Building a bunker

 

In this time of pandemic

Yes, Iím grateful

To be self quarantined

With my husband

In our nearly done

Basement apartment

And bunker

 

~~~

A Rescue Puppy

January 2021

 

Hopefully, by December 2020

Weíll rescue a

West Highland Scottish terrier

 

Yep.

 

Yes, we can and will have children

Yes, I have two ovaries

And two fallopian tubes

 

No, weíre not interested in threesomes

 

Weíre heterosexual monogamous exclusive

We will raise the children

Without the surrogate

 

Yes, Iíll keep an

Eagle eye on my children

Because my genes and DNA

Are indeed pristine

 

Yes, I pass all of

My psychological evaluations

Yes, everyone knows Iím exhausted

Of working long hours for no wages

On average ten hours of

Verbal abuse

And weekly

Domestic violence abuse

Perpetrated upon me

 

No, thereís no crime in being poor.

 

No, thereís no mental illness in being poor.

 

Still yet, I test out for mental illness

Because I do weekly

Bilateral therapy

As well as create new

Neurological pathways

And donít ever talk or re-live

Any domestic violence abuse trauma

Once every six months

I do self defend

Otherwise I protect

My head and allow

For the rage to pass

 

No, Iím not afraid of anyone.

No, Iím not afraid of my abuser.

 

Yes, I do get scared

Of my abuserís anger

 

Yes, Iím scared

Of directed abuse

Specifically towards

My body

 

Especially when Iím

Articulate and eloquent

 

Yes, the whole world

Knows who I am

Yes, Iíve been publically writing

For ten years

 

Yes, in order to publically write

Then one must always use

Logic and reason

Otherwise one doesnít get

To publically write

 

Since I make sense then I get

To continue to publically write

Whether readers

Agree or disagree

With what I have to say

 

Thanks, Highland Park,

You taught me about

Physical domestic violence abuse

 

~~~

Still dealing with the printers

 

Yes, many replacement pages

Because at last minute

New advertisements were bought

And how can we not add them

 

The advertisements

Look so beautiful

And most of the money goes

To our veterans chapters

In a five state area

 

Youíre welcome

 

Yep, I do what I say I do.

I am who I say I am

 

Yes, Iím one woman

In the world

Who will write

How to re-structure

Domestic violence abuse policies

And dismantle police departments

Because Costa Rica doesnít

Have much police or any army

And allocate funds to

Local community watch groups

So monies go to

Communities and not

Slave catcherís wages

 

No more police wages

 

The police didnít work out

Therefore monies

Will now go towards

Local neighborhood chapters

For gardens,

Neighborhood-watch groups

And granting computers into

Each home in America

And three-free-square meals for

All of the neighbors

Simple as redistribution of funds

Not socialist. No

 

Allocation of funds

Allocation of funds

Allocation of funds

 

Yep.

 

Bye, bye police departments

The people must first be fed

 

Local taxes are allocated

According to local vote

 

The End

 

~~~

Nothing seems to stop

The husbandís swearing

 

Yes, I yell ďhelpĒ

Whenever Iím sworn at for

Three straight hours

Because

ďCunt, slut, whoreĒ

Arenít the only

English words in the

Oxford dictionary

 

Everythingís recorded

 

~~~

Yes, social services,

Ramsey County

And the police

All say thereís nothing

Anyone can do about

My domestic violence abuse

As well as daily verbal abuse

So I diligently work,

All of my psychological evaluations

Have passed,

Nearly finished constructing

An entire broadcast studio

And painting and decorating

An entire basement apartment

 

Yes, my contract has an added clause

About new tennis shoes

Each six months

 

~~~

Yes, Iíve decided to learn to sing

 

Yes, Iím learning to sing with a band

 

Yes, the whole world knows I

Have thyroid tumors

And still I will learn to sing

 

Singing is way easier than writing

 

Yes, I love to sing,

However, I must learn to hold

Notes and sing

On pitch and key and tone.

Yep.

 

Yes, I can hit some of the same

Notes as Whitney Houston

Yep.

 

Yes, Iím learning from the very best.

 

~~~

Yes, I boss an entire

Graphic design department

For no pay

 

Yes.

 

Thank you to all of the

Real estate agent tycoons,

Commercial marketing executives

And legislators and senators

Who thank me for

Graphic design work

Well done

 

Yes, my graphic design elements

And work is better

Than the previous

White male graphic designer

 

Ok, the specs are difficult,

Yet I get the work done

Correctly and well

 

Thank you.

 

No, thereís no crime in being poor.

 

No, thereís no mental illness in being poor.

 

The inside of my tennis shoes

Have holes

And I still boss an entire

Graphic design department

by myself

for which for 1.5 years

I was told by

White men, I wouldnít ever

know how to do the work

 

Yet I taught myself

Without any help.

 

Seven months later, Iím

A rock star at graphic design

 

Thanks, Geico.

Yes, I got the specs correct.

 

Yes, Geico says, I did ten minutes

Of spec work for which would

Have taken their entire

Team one month to do

Because they have

So much work,

Therefore I jumped in

And graciously I was bestowed

The honor to do

Specs and be granted the permission

To go to print and press media

For the entire Midwest to witness

 

You donít understand how cool I am

Yes, I do know.

 

I say I am who I say I am

Because thereís documentation

 

~~~

No matter how much my husband

Tells me I was a child prostitute,

This isnít true.

 

No matter how much my husband

Tells me I was anally raped

As a child,

This isnít true.

 

Records indicate I had a great life

There wasnít anything I needed for

 

As most Costa Rican single moms

From 1977-1983

We lived in two

Different places in

Catargo in tin huts

With tin roofs and

Nothing except

Other moms and their children

Or families living

Alongside mountainsides

 

Really, I mean.

 

Yes, I grew up with my

Mom and my grandma

And nothing bad

Ever happened to me

Other than I pooped myself

At the age of four

And who doesnít

Seriously.

 

The government

Provided three square meals.

 

Yes, I had a rock collection.

Thatís it.

 

Now, the official records

All indicate I am who I say I am

From birth till now

 

Thank you.

 

Cool.

 

Cheers.

 

Wink.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

 

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Tuesday, October 6, 2020

 

ď.Ē

 

(Leo Rostenís Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

 

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Dress Etiquette.

 

Dress.

 

Chapter 26.

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††††††††† Hi. Hello.

 

††††††††† Happy Tuesday!

 

††††††††† Happy wellness!

 

††††††††† Wear a mask. Itís the law.

 

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††††††††† Joe Biden is my final vote.

 

††††††††† Letís go America!

 

††††††††† Bye-Don is the final vote.

 

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~~~

Healthy as a Horse

 

Here

 

Present

 

~~~

Narcissistic Moms

And

Borderline Personality Disordered Sons

 

(Both parties give me plenty of free writing material)

 

Nobody can make this stuff up

Nobody

 

ďTruth is stranger than fictionĒ

 

-        Lord Byron

 

††††††††† The 88-year old narcissist mom threatens to call the police on me because I refuse to go to ďfamily dinner.Ē Hilarious.

 

††††††††† My Harvard Ivy League psychologist parents informed me I donít ever have to sit through another one of those filthy and demeaning and cruel ďfamily dinnersĒ therefore four weeks ago I stopped attending such any abdominal dinners. I feel much better even though her son is destroyed by having to sit through dinners alone to face his abusive mother yet he was destroyed by his motherís hatred of him while I sat through two years of dinners while I was made a target and emotionally shattered and told I was nothing, ugly and garbage by the Euro-trash 88-year old narcissistic mother who hates herself and acts a fool and a shrieking harpy and a nagging hag then by the end of dinner her son would join in and much of the past two years he has left the dinner table screaming and shouting obscenities at me while the mom loves the melodrama and each time I couldnít believe a man who professes to love me would call me a ďcunt,Ē ďslut,Ē and ďwhoreĒ over the dinner table and in front of his mom.

 

††††††††† Anyone who has reviewed the video footage tells me both of them are certifiably insane. Yep. Both are definitely insane because both have lived alone and with each other only for the past fifty years without any sex, love or reality.

 

††††††††† For fifty years both insane mother and son lived together as bride and groom detesting the other until I came along then they joined forces and still continued to detest each other, however. Now they have a new target thus and therefore both insane mother and son hate me and take out the brunt of their anger out on me.

 

††††††††† Yes, I record my entire life to a 24/7 live feed streaming into a private server because like Iíve always said, I have power.

 

††††††††† While everyone else has money, I actually hold real valuable power because I video record my entire life through the lens of a hidden camera. Yes!

 

~~~

ďThe only way to win,

Is not to play the game at allĒ

 

-        War Games

 

††††††††† Oh, to be 88-years old and to be someone elseís tormentor must mean one didnít amount to anything in life.

 

††††††††† The 88-year old narcissist mom threatens to call the police on me because I respectfully refuse to go anywhere near her. Hilarious.

 

††††††††† She doesnít scare me, I simply donít want to go near a narcissist who is an emotional vampire and either complains, gossips, speaks ill of others or denigrates, insults or curses or criticizes.

 

††††††††† Nothing positive ever comes out of the 88-year old narcissist. She revels in her own self made misery and self-loathing and hatred for me and I stay far-far away because sheís by far the worst mother I ever came across.

 

††††††††† ďMommy DearestĒ

 

††††††††† Thereís nothing more boring than two certifiably insane people, a mom and a son.

 

††††††††† The insane seem to only speak in a negative tone about me even though I run their graphic design department for free and I scrap and paint walls and tar the roof of the office building and vacuum both office and house and dust, clean, sweep, mop and organize every single day for years.

 

††††††††† The insane work themselves up into any frenzy and scream, shout and swear because I refuse to go near the 88-year old narcissist mom.

 

††††††††† The moment I took myself out of the equation and no longer sit through horrendous
ďfamily dinnersĒ for which the narcissist mother denounces the borderline personality disordered son and tells him he is nothing and threatens to throw the son out and each night denounces the son and makes the son feel as though he is absolutely nothing at all thus and therefore in turn the son turns all of his shame and guilt and disappointment and raging anger upon me then in turn tells me Iím worthless, ugly, talentless and nothing and threatens to throw me out whether Iím at dinner or not so I respectfully decline to go to dinner because either way Iím going to be verbally abused anyway thus Iíd rather the insane son hurts me and I hear it from his intoxicated self rather than from his mom who calls me a ďbitchĒ everyday to his son. What an ingrate.

 

††††††††† The certifiably insane 88-year old narcissist is crueler than anyone I have ever met and I have captured her all on video recordings for the past two years. Wow!

 

††††††††† Yes, I plan to make a documentary about her. I have to wait for her to die of natural causes, however. I have captured her perfectly either swearing in English or Greek. I have her beat because she will go down in history as a charming monster to all.

 

††††††††† No one will ever forget the fear, disgrace, cruelty and dishonor she has put me and her son through.

 

††††††††† No one will ever forget the cruel insane of Greece.

 

††††††††† She literally handed me a documentary film and for this Iím most grateful.

 

††††††††† What a pair of ingrates.

 

~~~

Consistently the Mentally ill

Prove theyíre Mentally ill

 

Yes, I prove my innocence each and everyday

 

Yes, get home cameras.

 

Yes, get hidden cameras.

 

Yes, have a camera rolling at all times

 

No, I have no shame in being on camera

Swearing because I donít ever

Strike anyone

 

No, I donít ever put violent hands on anyone

 

If I have to self defend then I have

However, self defense makes

Domestic Violence Abuse

Worse so one simply has to take the beatings

To stop the beatings

One must not react

And protect oneís cerebrum

 

††††††††† The 88-year old narcissist mom no longer has her hooks into me except she still has her hooks into her son and poisons him against me because heís cowardly and accepts nearly anything she says as the truth except both are pathological liars and this is how their mental illness binds them both.

 

††††††††† The borderline personality disordered son is, too, foolish and, too, immature and, too, ignorant and basically retarded to question anything his narcissistic mother says about me being a whore which isnít true at all and we all know Iím the least promiscuous person alive because I have been living with cancer for twenty-years therefore I donít have time for melodrama.

 

††††††††† Whatever the narcissist mom says then he lashes out against me and calls me terrible words because he seems to go into a retarded coma and trance for which his mom thinks she has the final word on life when it is I who has the final word because I have video record the two insane inmates screaming, yelling and swearing at each other while through two years of abusive dinners I silently wept at the dinner table while their screams became louder and the swear words wouldnít stop.

 

††††††††† The deranged mother wonít put a stop to her verbal and psychological abuse of her son therefore her son verbally and sometimes physically abuses me while each time I did see a glint of happiness in her eye to see us as a couple destroyed by her poison.

 

††††††††† No matter how often she speaks ill of me, the bond between her son and I is stronger than her hatred and nothing brings her more discomfort than our love.

 

††††††††† As a couple we continue each and every day very much as the same as the day before and the day before the one before without any change or without any break in the crime of my verbal abuse in which Iím told Iím garbage and Iím nothing. Who speaks like that? Nobody.

 

††††††††† The certifiably insane 88-year old who will get on the phone with anyone in the Highland Park, St. Paul, MN neighborhood or in Greece to her relatives and she shouts and screams and gets real loud so I can hear her downstairs and I can hear her yell while she slanders my good name and smears me across the globe with lies, deceit and manipulation because the insane mom knows very well she has been stealing my Armani coats and jeans and Coco Chanel perfume bottles and silk long johns while I have absolutely nothing in the world yet she has everything.

 

††††††††† Ha. Hilarious.

 

††††††††† The mom has called me a ďwhoreĒ and a ďthiefĒ and a ďliarĒ when I havenít done anything wrong.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím not worried about anything because I havenít done anything wrong.

 

††††††††† Simply, narcissists will call up all of their relatives in Greece and hold a smear campaign of monotonous repetitious lies and slander and liable which doesnít make any of it true no matter how much she repeats the slander.

 

††††††††† Look, for four weeks I refuse to go near the narcissistic 88-year old mom because sheís manipulative, verbally abusive and has been stealing my clothes and belongings for two years which I have been writing about for two years so I donít go anywhere near her and this makes her nearly insane with rage and self-hatred and she thinks she still has power over me except she now has absolutely no power because I donít ever cross her path and we live under the same roof and Iíve barely seen or spoken to her in four weeks and itís like a vacation from Satan.

 

††††††††† If I wouldíve known sooner all I needed to do was ignore a narcissist certifiably insane mom then I wouldíve a long time ago. I didnít know I had a choice. Now I know better therefore I do better to keep myself safe from her delusions and insanity of pure hatred and more hatred.

 

††††††††† Narcissists demand attention and validation.

 

††††††††† Narcissists scream from the top of their lungs their point of view is correct and they are the authority on everything which they arenít the authority on anything.

 

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My Own Writing is A Witness

 

††††††††† Now, the world is reading and has been reading for the past two years.

 

††††††††† The only reason why Iím demanded to eat family dinner is so Iím on clean up duty except I do above and beyond indentured servitude.

 

††††††††† The only reason why Iím ever wanted is to clean up like a servant rather than treated and prized and loved as a live-in spouse.

 

~~~

God Protects me

Yahweh Protects me

I Protect Myself from evil and harm

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít care what anyone thinks of me because my bank account has no money in it nor has my bank account has had any money in it except for what the divorce lawyers place into my bank account directly from a Wells Fargo account otherwise which was $200.00 in July 2020.

 

††††††††† The whole world knows Iím an indentured servant even though Iím an equal spouse and I have absolutely nothing to my name and Iím worked all the time as a slave without pay.

 

††††††††† My backpack is all I own in the entire world.

 

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No, Iím not bipolar.

No, I donít give my shirt off my back

 

Yes, Iíve passed all of my

Psychological evaluations

With Ramsey County

 

Itís not me.

 

Neither am I mentally ill nor an abuser.

 

Cool.

 

††††††††† Inside my backpack I have long john bottoms, my dearest laptop, warm socks and a Patagonia windbreaker other than that I donít own anything much else in this world therefore I get by as well as I can with the meager belonging I own.

 

††††††††† My shoes have holes in the inside of them and my clothes are circa 2014 - 2017.

 

††††††††† Nobody takes care of my needs while I labor and toil without any benefits, money or wages. I have nothing because Iím used for free labor. Iím literally a wage slave.

 

††††††††† Nobody buys me anything or gives me anything therefore I mend my old sweaters and jackets and socks.

 

††††††††† My meals are dictated as to when I can eat, how much I can eat and how often otherwise Iím told Iím fat and pock marked and I eat too much.

 

††††††††† If I go to the bathroom then literally Iím constantly bothered, or talked at or sworn at while Iím on the toilet. How obnoxious is that.

 

††††††††† No, I no longer have a nervous disposition. I have gone completely Zen. I donít react to any hourly verbal abuse. I simply have gone ďgrey rock.Ē

 

††††††††† The whole world knows Iím innocent because Iím not worried about anything other than hunger pangs and sore feet.

 

††††††††† Now, the 88-year old narcissistic mom is constantly gossiping about me or dehumanizing me or belittling me or swearing about me or denigrating me because sheís bored and doesnít have a life or a small mammal to kick thus her son tells me, his mom calls me a ďbitchĒ to him when she speaks about me. I donít need to know any of it. I donít care. Please, donít hurt me by proxy. How hurtful to have the son tell me all of the horrible words his mother says about me. He has no right.

 

††††††††† Simply, I want to stay far away from a white rich old nag and hag of a woman who on a daily basis tells her son he is nothing and itís his fault his dad and brother passed away. Oh, my god!

 

††††††††† This Greek bitch will break anyoneís heart listening to her scream from the top of her lungs like some retarded impatient child.

 

††††††††† She gave me material for my greatest documentary film ever.

 

~~~

The Beige Jacket

I bought before I was divorced

 

The Beige Jacket

Came from my ex-husband

As a gift to me

Before we departed

 

††††††††† The 56-year old borderline personality disordered son calls me ďan Indian giverĒ because I was forced to give away (not sell) and gift his mom one of my lightweight beige down coats this past April 2020.

 

††††††††† The 88-year old narcissist mom lies and tells her emotionally inept borderline personality disordered son I took one-hundred dollars from her for the purchase of the beige jacket which I gifted her and didnít ever take any money for anything. I havenít ever taken any money from the narcissist mom other than one-hundred dollars for my birthday which I then turned around and spent it all on her because her birthday is on the 23rd of May and I had no other money for a gift for her so I spent all of my birthday money on gifting her Greek foods from ďBillís ImportedĒ which is my favorite shop in town since I used to live about eight blocks from there.

 

††††††††† Now, the narcissist mom doesnít keep a cent in the house.

 

††††††††† The narcissist mom doesnít ever keep any cash on hand so if she were to need to make any cash transactions then this means her deranged son has to literally go to the bank and get the cash out for his deranged mom therefore even if his mom had given me a hundred dollars then he would still have had to go to the bank and withdraw the money I neither ever given nor taken because itís all a lie and fabricated.

 

††††††††† Supposedly, she lies and says she gave me one-hundred dollars for literally wiping her and taking her to the bathroom, however. Very rarely have I seen even a one dollar bill since May 2020. Iíd fall over if I saw cash and the first thing I would do with my money would be to run out and get gourmet coffee, donuts and go to Cecilís and spend all of my money on baked goods. Iím a simple girl. Oh, Iíd get a professional hair cut. Alas.

 

††††††††† Look, I have meager belongings so I donít like to be called a liar because Iím hungry all the time because Iím criticized about food and constantly harassed I eat, too, much so I go without food then Iím not criticized for being fat at 138 pounds except Iím hungry all the time. Actually, Iím starving with the rich who are quite poor because they can barely afford their lifestyle.

 

††††††††† Now the beige jacket went up and missing and somehow the two mentally ill patients assume I ďstoleĒ back the most beautiful jacket Iíd ever seen and forced to gift my jacket to the 88-year old narcissistic mom who for months screamed, demanded and shouted I give her my coat.

 

††††††††† Not ever have I been ďan Indian giverĒ in which I gift and take anything back. No. Itís not my value system and itís not my pathology. I donít gift very often, however. When I do then I mean to purposely gift with intent, kindness and goodness.

 

††††††††† When I gift anything then I let the item or object go for good. I donít ever expect to see it again. No. Why would I? I wouldnít. Iím mature.

 

††††††††† Now, the 88-year old narcissistic mom coerced me through months of screams and yells to gift her, my one good beige coat when she has closets full of fur coats and I have absolutely nothing.

 

††††††††† In April 2020, I barely had any warm clothes. I nearly froze through a winter in which I looked for all of my coats only to have discovered my five coats in the bedroom of the 88-year old narcissistic mom who demanded I give away my beige down coat to her, so and thus I did. I was forced to literally give away my coat to a rich white woman for which I havenít seen the coat since April 2020. I donít know where the beige coat is, however. If I were to find the beige coat then I have notified the 56-year old borderline personality disordered son I will wear the coat for 24-hours before I give back the lost and found beige coat.

 

††††††††† The 56-year old borderline personality disordered son wouldnít stop coercing me into giving his mom my best and most beautiful coat so I gave away my most beautiful procession because otherwise I wouldnít hear the end of it.

 

††††††††† She can have it, it reminds me of the very best of my first marriage when I had clothes and shoes and my feet didnít hurt and no one swore, screamed or yelled at me, ever.Sigh.

 

††††††††† My ex mother-in-law had a cruel streak in her, however. She only used me for labor, she didnít ever swear at me or call me names or belittle me, although she did, she had enough decorum not to ever call me a ďbitchĒ to her son and if she did then her son, my ex-husband didnít ever tell me, thankfully.

 

††††††††† R.I.P. Helen Holm

 

††††††††† Yes, the dead spirit of Henry Holm is my guardian angel. One of the main reasons why Iím not dead is because Henry Holmís dead spirit guards over me as does the dead spirit of Mark Normandin and the dead spirit of Larry Normandin. Iím lucky in life.

 

††††††††† In writing one can mention the names of the dead.

 

††††††††† In writing one must not ever mention the living by name.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

 

††††††††† Gabriel

 

††††††††† P.S. A famous friend texts and tells me they saw me walking to the office last week and they informed me no matter what I wear I still look as beautiful as ever and not to worry about the holes inside my tennis shoes because seeing me in public made them think of Shakespeare amongst the living. Thanks.

 

††††††††† No, I donít much feel like Shakespeare. Iím exhausted of being strong.

 

††††††††† Genuine compliments are wonderful from old friends because all I ever hear is putdowns.

 

††††††††† No, I donít feel like one of Dickensís characters in his novels. Iím a mature adult therefore I feel more like Charles Dickens as of late. Now more than ever I understand the real and true meaning and value in writing. Iím 43. I am living in the likes of Charles Dickens for which I write, and write, and write as much as I can even though Iím also the chimney sweep covered in coal.

 

Sunday, September 27, 2020

 

ď.Ē

 

(Leo Rostenís Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

 

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Dress.

 

Chapter 26.

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††††††††† Hi. Hello.

 

††††††††† Happy Sunday!

 

††††††††† Happy wellness!

 

††††††††† Wear a mask. Itís the law.

 

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††††††††† Joe Biden is my final vote.

 

††††††††† Letís go America!

 

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††††††††† Yes, Donald Trumpís speeches make him a psychopath. Yes, correct.

 

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††††††††† Gold Coins:

 

††††††††† Ok, today I looked up Greek gold coins.

 

††††††††† As it appears to be most gold coins are at most worth $8.96.

 

††††††††† So, most global gold coins arenít worth much of any value.

 

††††††††† Six to eight gold coins arenít anymore worth than about eighty dollars so thereís no reason to put on any airs.

 

††††††††† Thereís no such thing as any gold coins worth eighty-thousand dollars.

 

††††††††† If thereís such a thing as gold coins worth eighty-thousand dollars from an inheritance (which there arenít any valuable average gold coins in the world) then most likely the model and make of the gold coins are entrusted in a will and the worth and value thus and therefore nobody can lie about what they have actually inherited.

 

††††††††† The best mature adult method is not to pretend thereís value in cheap objects.

 

††††††††† Now, if any gold coin is worth eighty-thousand dollars than most people keep such valuables under lock and key in a safety deposit box or in a vault in the basement of some bank.

 

††††††††† Seriously, lying about gold coins being valuable is liable because no such thing exists in the world except in the mind of paranoids.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím always hungry so the last thing Iím ever worried about is the mind of paranoid Borderline personality disorders (two of perpetrators) because for two years Iíve been under lock and key in a basement therefore my alibis are video recordings and a lock.

 

††††††††† No, Iím not doing anything to anyone. Iím dealing with the mental illnesses of two perpetrators who donít ever seem to calm down their emotions and they always emotionally escalate while they prove my innocence through video recordings and freely give me material to record for my own safety.

 

 

††††††††† The reason why I donít ever turn off my camera is because physical violence gets real hence my perpetrators think Iím not recording then all hell breaks loose and they believe no oneís watching then Iím in more danger than ever before so I record because I prove my innocence each and every single day of my life.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím pretty cool. Even when Iím being assaulted I donít raise my voice, I donít yell or scream or swear. I simply repeat myself over and over again, ďNobodyís threatening you, nobodyís harming you, nobodyís yelling at you and nobodyís swearing at you, nobodyís screaming at you. Youíre ok. Youíre safe.Ē

 

††††††††† Only in the mind of a paranoid do you ask questions for the paranoid to find an excuse or reason to harm or hurt the peaceful party.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím hilarious because even though Iím threatened or verbally abused or psychologically abused or once a week physically harmed then anyone can hear me in the recordings repeating myself over and over again, ďNobodyís threatening you, nobodyís harming you, nobodyís yelling at you and nobodyís swearing at you, nobodyís screaming at you. Youíre ok. Youíre safe.Ē

 

††††††††† Yes, I prove my innocence each and every day.

 

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††††††††† Now, back to these stupid cheap gold coins:

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím not worried about any supposed stolen gold coins because a little bit of research today proves gold coins arenít worth much so Iím not worried about anything.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít know why people are so mentally ill and paranoid.

 

††††††††† Personally, I havenít had a new pair of tennis shoes in over a year while I carry the graphic design department for free on my back so the last thing Iím concerned about is supposedly cheap stolen gold coins in the worth and value of eighty dollars.

 

††††††††† Seriously, please.

 

††††††††† My time is being wasted with malarkey.

 

††††††††† Plus, the specific domestic violence abuse about the supposed cheap gold coins stopped all completely.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím dealing with domestic violence abuse about being a cheater.

 

††††††††† Thereís always a daily excuse to abuse me. Iím definitely dealing with someone elseís mental illnesses.

 

††††††††† The wrongful allegations and verbal abuse and physical violence abuse stopped about the supposed cheap stolen gold coins all completely stopped because two of my perpetrators know they have worthless coins in their possession.

 

††††††††† I mean, really.

 

††††††††† We live in outdated garbage from the 1970ís and 1990ís.

 

††††††††† Nothing is of value and nothing is ďretroĒ fitted thus and therefore we live with old furniture and clothes. Nobody cares.

 

††††††††† Much less do I care about paranoia because I donít care for outdated heavy clothes or outdated unattractive furniture which takes five grown men to lift thus the furniture as heavy as tree trunks isnít going anywhere, plus, all of the jewelry is outdated custom jewelry and I know because I lived in SoHo and diamonds are real while play jewelry is worthless and about fifty cents at garage sales.

 

††††††††† No, nobodyís stealing the old ugly cheap outdated anything.

 

††††††††† For some reason my perpetrators and their family friends are terrified Iím going to steal their ugly heavy old clothes and ugly furniture except nobody cares because nothing has any value so only paranoid people put on airs when thereís only cobwebs and dust.

 

††††††††† Personally, if it were up to me, Iíd have one huge garage sale and sell everything for about thirty-five cents just to get the clutter and outdated garbage out which would save me time to have the garbage and clutter hauled away.

 

††††††††† In conclusion about cheap coins:

 

††††††††† Not once have I ever been shown the cheap six or eight gold coins worth about eighty dollars so I donít know.

 

††††††††† What I do know is cheap gold coins arenít worth anything.

 

††††††††† Two weeks ago I was changing the bedding and inside the upstairs closet of our bedroom on the second floor I went to put away swimming trunks and on the floor in the closet there was a light colored straw basket with my diamond brooch of red slippers which I had gifted my perpetrator.

 

††††††††† Inside the basket was a small European white shopping bag no larger than a coffee mug, I looked inside and only saw about six coins which looked silver and the middle had the head or bust of a man. I looked inside the bag, however. I didnít touch the coins and my finger prints arenít inside the plastic bag so the whole world knows I havenít ever touched the coins because my finger prints have not ever been on the supposed cheap gold coins.

 

††††††††† Now, my abuser has the cheap gold coins inside a white European shopping plastic bag no larger than a coffee cup so my abuser is manipulating me and the other perpetrator. I did see the coins and my abuser has them and made a huge deal about the cheap gold coins exceptÖ

 

††††††††† Today I went and asked Google: ďWhat do gold coins look like?Ē

 

††††††††† Today, I discovered gold coins are the most inexpensive item in the world and I was being gas-lighted.

 

††††††††† Thereís no stolen treasure only lies and more deceit and manipulation to control me.

 

††††††††† So, the mystery of the supposed cheap gold coins and the truth has been discovered.

 

††††††††† Oh, my goodness, how embarrassing for the two paranoid culprits.

 

††††††††† The son has the eighty dollars worth of gold coins while the mom screams about the supposed stolen cheap gold coins while he hides the cheap gold coins from her and she gets more and more paranoid each day.

 

††††††††† For some reason the 86 year old mom thinks Iím going to steal her heavy 1990ís outdates and terribly unattractive sweaters except I live with throat cancer and only wear my clothes because my clothes fit me well and are made of light modern materials so cancer is easier to get through with warm yet light fabrics such as Patagonia and H&M.

 

††††††††† Itís not me.

 

††††††††† Itís them.

 

††††††††† Plus, I video record them both, 56 year old son and 88 year old mom.

 

††††††††† This is the Bates Hotel.

 

††††††††† Here at the Bates Hotel I keep myself safe. Iím a mature adult.

 

††††††††† Here at the Bates Hotel you wouldnít know the half of it except when I release all of the video evidence to the public then the whole world will understand just how kind, wonderful and intelligent I am.

 

††††††††† Yes, you can record anything at anytime because intellectual property of a cell phone camera is yours and one must keep safe above any paranoid rants, violence episodes and constant harassment from the delusional.

 

††††††††† Well, the whole world knows I want to write mystery novels so living with a narcissist mom and a borderline personality disorder son gives me plenty of material to write about delusion and paranoia and how the mentally ill exist especially when the mentally ill canít or wonít ever calm down and stop making me the negative center of subject matter because all of the recordings for the last two years prove Iím quiet, obedient, helpful, calm, relaxed and I make the most and the best of any situation even when backed up in corners or having a sock thrown in my face or video recorded naked without my consent.

 

††††††††† Seriously, Iím doing so awesome coping with two other peoplesí mental illnesses.

 

††††††††† Yes, I feel sorry for them both.

 

††††††††† Yes, weekly, quietly I vacuum the basement and the second floor, change bedding, do laundry (kitchen towels, bedding, personal clothes) as well as sweep and mop the kitchen floor and hallway and entryway as often as I can when I make time to mop at least twice a week, take out the garbage and recycling and empty out the vacuum cleaner and put away groceries as well as go and shop for the groceries.

 

††††††††† Daily, I clean up dirty dishes, straighten out furniture, dust, make beds, open up shades and close up shades, wipe down bathroom sinks, straighten up towels and fold laundry which is thrown all over the floor which makes more work for me.

 

††††††††† Every three months I clean out the refrigerator, I clean windows and window sills as well as sweep the front steps and sweep the entire driveway or snow shovel or prune or pick up yard sticks.

 

††††††††† Yes, I also water the plants. Yep.

 

††††††††† No, nothing is free.

 

††††††††† Yes, I exchange room-and-board for a lot of domestic work then I also go to the office all day and do free graphic design and free ad sells. Iím pretty cool. I work Saturdays and Sundays and Iím not ever given one single day off to rest and have a Sabbath.

 

††††††††† My entire life is work.

 

††††††††† So when I sit down to chain smoke 100% American spirit tobacco with a cup of coffee then I sit down to chain smoke and drink coffee because someone is always demanding I serve them hand and foot.

 

††††††††† No, Iím not allowed to leave the properties otherwise Iím wrongly accused of cheating so I stay put and realize my world is small and Iím physically isolated.

 

††††††††† When this is all over, then Minnesota will not ever question my judgment or existence because Iím truthful because I record 24/7.

 

††††††††† Plus, my abuser gets sloppy and beats my head into the corners of the window sills where a small group of neighbors gather and watch in horror so I know the video recordings donít lie.

 

††††††††† Yep.

 

††††††††† Iím innocent and Iím proving my innocence to the entire world.

 

††††††††† Cool. Ha.

 

††††††††† Yes, whenever Iím held down against my will or suffocated or choked or punched or kicked or my head slammed into any wall or window sill then I cry like a baby because I havenít ever experienced domestic violence abuse in my entire life so I donít know what any of this is except Iím scared like a little bunny rabbit.

 

††††††††† Nobody harms my abuser. He lies and says I harm him except the recordings are starting to get him into some real hot water because Iíve been slowly boiled for two years.

 

††††††††† Nobody has to believe me because digital evidence is true and real in nature.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím so proud of myself for having the presence of mind to record while physically assaulted and verbally abused.

 

††††††††† Now, if youíll excuse me I have graphic design to get ready for print media and I have about two hundred advertisements to set to the template on a Sunday because Iím not allowed to go get coffee so I must stay put otherwise I donít want to deal with ten straight hours of verbal abuse.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

 

††††††††† Gabriel

 

†††††††††

~~~

Here

Present

 

Healthy as a Horse

COVID-19

 

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No, Iím not a thief

 

No, Iím not a liar

 

Yes, I video record

My entire life

So that I may not

Get severely harmed

Or wrongly accused

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

 

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Monday, September 21, 2020

 

ď.Ē

 

(Leo Rostenís Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

 

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Dress Etiquette.

 

Dress.

 

Chapter 26.

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††††††††† Hi. Hello.

 

††††††††† Happy Monday!

 

††††††††† Happy wellness!

 

††††††††† Wear a mask. Itís the law.

 

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††††††††† Bernie Sanders all the way!

††††††††† (Please, write-in Bernie Sandersís name into the ballot. Thanks!)

 

††††††††† Bernie Sanders has my vote.

 

††††††††† Ilhan Omar isnít to be trusted because any anti-Semitic speech is any anti-Semitic speech.

 

††††††††† Impeach Donald Trump.

 

††††††††† Please, donít give Donald Trump anymore air time.

 

††††††††† Undisclosed armies are militia and Americansí Constitution reads by the 2nd Amendment to ďbare armsĒ against any unknown entities known as ďtraitors of the stateĒ because taxpayers are the majority two-thirds and we want to know what exactly our Constitutional dollars go towards so there better be Insignia which states ďPolice,Ē or ďFBIĒ or ďCDCĒ and so forth.

 

††††††††† No, tear gas is not to be utilized against peaceful American demonstrators because ďThe Battle of VersaillesĒ wasnít exactly a battle more like en masse of starving French ďcommonersĒ went ahead and by right took over the palace and imprisoned the monarchy and brought the monarchy to the guillotine which is a blade to slice off the head at the neck. Yuck. Yikes.

 

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Here

Present

 

Healthy as a Horse

COVID-19

 

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No, Iím not a thief

 

No, Iím not a liar

 

Yes, I video record

My entire life

So that I may not

Get severely harmed

Or wrongly accused

 

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Supposed Six Stolen Gold Coins

Found on the two perpetrators

 

One of the two accusatory parties is

Under the influence of

A lot of pain killers

So I take abuse

By being wrongly accused

 

The very people who

Wrongly accused me

Of six stolen gold coins

Hid the coins themselves

And miraculously found them

 

However, no one will notify me

Of their factual findings

 

I only know the coins

Were found because

The abuse stopped

 

Since I havenít ever seen the coins

Then most likely the coins donít exist

 

No, I havenít ever seen the coins

So I donít even know if this is an illusion

 

Simply, I only know the supposed coins

Were hidden and I was wrongly

Accused of stealing

And now thereís no issue

Because there wasnít ever an issue

To begin with simply

Only an excuse to l

Literally suffocate me

 

Wow.

Really

 

Why not just ask for my permission

 

ďGabriel, may I suffocate you?Ē

No.

 

Just like that the

Coins were found

And I stopped getting

Shouted, sworn and screamed at

Directly into my ear drums

The shoving and pushing stopped

 

Whew!

 

Now, Iím informed

The accusing party doesnít

Believe I ever stole anything

Because the accusers have the coins

And lied about it

 

I look like Iíve seen a ghost

 

I look terrified

 

I look scared

 

I look like a shell of a human

 

Because I know what

Being suffocated is like

With my face down

While my nose is purposely pinched

And my arms and legs

Flail for oxygen

While the abuser puts his mouth

Directly into my ear drum and screams

 

When this happens to you

Then your entire body thinks

Itís having a seizure

 

Since Thursday, throughout

The days Iíve been locked in

A basement as a form

Of punishment as though

I was unsafe

Except I donít suffocate anyone

I get suffocated

 

Nobody has to believe me.

I video record everything.

 

Nowadays, I purposely

Ask my abusers to

Lock me into the basement

So when my two abusers scream

At each other upstairs then

I have an alibi which is a lock

 

If my abuser (56 and 88)

Hurt each other then

Iím locked in the basement

I donít have anything

To do with their abuse

 

Iím working on placing hidden

Cameras all over the house

And office

 

Anybody who justifies

Locking another person in or out

Is definitely either a rapist

Or a victim of child rape

 

I didnít know people locked

Adults into rooms for

Days at a time

 

Iím informed itís not common practice

Simply, only psychopaths do that

 

~~~

No, I donít even know what

A single gold coin looks like

 

Most likely the coins didnít

Ever exist, anyway

However, itís no longer

An issue because the

Coins werenít ever missing

In the first place to begin with

Or the coins were hidden

To make it look like the

Coins had been stolen

Which the coins werenít ever stolen

 

Yesterday, Sunday, September 19, 2020,

At 2:00pm

I was informed

I hadnít ever taken the coins

And sorry I was so brutalized.

 

So, the six coins

Are in the perpetratorsí

Procession because the

Perpetrator had them in their

Possession the entire time

 

Last night my perpetrator calmed down

Because the

Gold coins were always in

Their possession

And it was simply

An excuse and ploy

To harm me

 

Stupid

 

Today, Iím found innocent

Because I didnít do anything

Because I hadnít ever done anything wrong

 

Abusers know exactly what they do

 

Personally, I donít know why abusers

Find any excuse to hurt and harm

 

Raging abusers rage for no reason

 

Mostly, Iím traumatized of

Being suffocated on Thursday night

Than of being wrongly accused

Because after one gets

Suffocated and stops breathing

For 6 seconds

Then one knows one

Is so close to

Being gravely harmed

In a deadly way

 

Yes, everything is video recorded

 

Being suffocated is like drowning

Silent and deadly

 

When oneís being suffocated

Then no sound is made

Yet oneís practically being murdered

 

I know what itís like to

Have knees dug into my lungs

Or knees dug into my vertebrae

While my face is shoved

Into pillows or couches

 

Youíll not ever be so scared

In your entire life

 

I donít know why Iím always held from behind

And punched and forced

To suffocate into pillows or couches

 

Abusers donít love their victimized

 

Abusers simply want control

 

Abusers will always abuse

 

~~~

Why donít I leave?

 

Personally, I havenít left

Because I love my abuser

 

Secondly, I havenít left

Because Iím exhausted

 

Just as I begin to recover

Then weekly some type

Of domestic violence occurs

And Iím left exhausted from

The occurrence

 

Domestic Violence Abuse

Is boring, silent and hidden

 

No, I donít keep quiet

About domestic violence abuse

Because itís not my crime

 

The abuser constantly shouts

From the roof tops about

How theyíre abused

Except nothing happens

To an abuser with

The exception of self defense

 

Abusers donít go for the weak

Abusers go for the strong

 

Abuse is so perverted and scary

 

Personally, Iíve developed

A nervous disposition

And Iím extremely jumpy

Because I donít know when Iím

Going to be harmed next,

However, thereís always a next time

 

Abusers like their victimized

Quiet and subdued therefore

Abusers tend to either

Choke or suffocate their victimized

 

Yes, Iím a survivor of domestic violence abuse

 

No, Iím not a victim because I donít

Comply with the abuse

 

Yes, Iím victimized, however

Iím not a victim

 

I send video-text to investigators,

Police, friends, neighbors, celebrities

And people in high powered positions

 

My abuse isnít hidden

 

No, I donít want my abuser in jail

I simply want my abuser to

Attend an all male

Domestic violence abuse

Anger management course

 

In exchange for being suffocated

Iím not asking for much

Simply to have my perpetrator

Take an anger management course

 

††††††††† On Thursday, September 17, 2020 at 8:30pm I was wrongly accused of stealing 6 or 8 gold coins. The story changes all the time about how many coins there were. Sometimes itís six coins and sometimes itís eight and sometimes itís a small suitcase full. I donít know. Psychopaths are pathological liars.

 

††††††††† Here at the Bates Hotel I have to video record everything because psychopaths are so creepy and perverted.

 

††††††††† Sometimes, I was informed the gold coins were worth $50,000 or sometimes the gold coins were worth $100,000. I donít know. I havenít ever seen one single gold coin in my life. I wouldnít know what a gold coin even looks like. I was interrogated, screamed at, yelled at, pushed and shoved and continually screamed at for an entire hour while I was called a whore and a cunt.

 

††††††††† The entire time I was interrogated I was abused.

 

††††††††† I repeated the same thing over and over again which was ďI donít know anything about any gold coins. I havenít ever seen any gold coins so I donít even know if the gold coins exist.Ē

 

††††††††† The more I repeated myself then the more I was terrorized and told to admit what I had done. Since I havenít done anything then I didnít admit to anything because why would I? I wouldnít.

 

††††††††† On Thursday, September 17, 2020 At 10:00pm I was held again my will face down on a couch while my nose was pinched and my face into the couched as my abuser directly shouted into my right ear drum.

 

††††††††† My abuser blew out my ear drum. I donít have any buzzing sounds in my ears, simply both of my ears hurt all day long and all night long.

 

††††††††† My ears drums havenít stopped hurting in six months.

 

††††††††† Yes, I video record all of my abuse therefore Iím not the abuser. Itís not me.

 

††††††††† Since Thursday, Iíve been locked in a basement where thereís no food.

 

††††††††† If I leave the property then Iím accused of being a whore.

 

††††††††† Now, the whole world knows I donít care for gold.

 

††††††††† For a decade Iíve been writing about how gold is stupid because itís heavy and cumbersome and I really do believe in the currency and value of cash above all other currency mainly and primarily because cash has the value to purchase milk and bread.

 

††††††††† Sometimes, Iím informed there is a grey case two inches tall five inches wide full of gold coins except for the past two years all I ever heard is there are six coins and not a suitcase full of gold coins so the story holds many discrepancies.

 

††††††††† Twice my perpetrator mentioned I had taken the coins and placed them inside a plastic bag. When I asked him why he would say that then he became irate and I was suffocated. So I know the truth because instead of holding dialogue then Iím abused.

 

††††††††† Abusers are so obvious.

 

††††††††† Overly charming and require a lot of praise and attention.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly,

 

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Saturday, September 12, 2020

 

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††††††††† Happy Saturday!

 

††††††††† Happy wellness!

 

††††††††† Wear a mask. Itís the law.

 

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††††††††† Bernie Sanders all the way!

††††††††† (Please, write-in Bernie Sandersís name into the ballot. Thanks!)

 

††††††††† Bernie Sanders has my vote.

 

††††††††† Ilhan Omar isnít to be trusted because any anti-Semitic speech is any anti-Semitic speech.

 

††††††††† Impeach Donald Trump.

 

††††††††† Please, donít give Donald Trump anymore air time.

 

††††††††† Undisclosed armies are militia and Americansí Constitution reads by the 2nd Amendment to ďbare armsĒ against any unknown entities known as ďtraitors of the stateĒ because taxpayers are the majority two-thirds and we want to know what exactly our Constitutional dollars go towards so there better be Insignia which states ďPolice,Ē or ďFBIĒ or ďCDCĒ and so forth.

 

††††††††† No, tear gas is not to be utilized against peaceful American demonstrators because ďThe Battle of VersaillesĒ wasnít exactly a battle more like en masse of starving French ďcommonersĒ went ahead and by right took over the palace and imprisoned the monarchy and brought the monarchy to the guillotine which is a blade to slice off the head at the neck. Yuck. Yikes.

 

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Elder Domestic Abuse

 

This week I was most inconvenienced

 

On Sunday an elderly person

Informed me about their

Domestic violence abuse

 

On Sunday the elderly person

Informed me of their physical assaults

Therefore I found it my duty to report it

 

For a second time

On Thursday an elderly person

Informed me of ten years

Of being ďshovedĒ and ďpushedĒ

 

I had no idea.

 

I had no clue.

 

What am I supposed to do with such information?

Report it.

 

Please.

 

Now, letís address the subject matter of

Elderly domestic abuse

 

Personally, I donít want to write

About the subject matter

Of elderly domestic abuse

Because Iím exhausted and tired

Of covering the subject matter

Of elderly violence abuse

 

So, with 7 million readers

The entire world knows I tell

The truth because I run

The entire graphic design department

Of a publications company

And I sale thousands of dollars in

Advertisement sales

And everybody knows I love the work

Of talking with authorized

Marketing executives from

All five surrounding areas

Because Iím the new boss

Because the former boss

Must retire for his own health

And sanity since the former

Boss hasnít had a vacation

In 20 years and people go

Literally insane if they donít pace themselves

And if they donít take vacations

 

Now, I donít have any reason to lie

Because I had no idea the

Elderly person was being

Shoved and pushed.

 

I had no idea or I wouldíve spoken sooner

 

Now, if the elderly person woman

Is lying then she has to be admitted to

A psychiatric care because

I had no idea

 

Personally, I was so hurt and stunned

And shocked to have heard such

Horrendous testimonial from

An elderly person

 

How could I have not known?

 

I mean really?

 

We live under the same roof and I had no idea.

 

The thought hadnít even entered my mind.

 

I had no idea.

 

Iím sorry Iím so stunned.

 

However, I wonít lie.

 

I was inconvenienced by such

Horrendous testimonial

So I reported it because

The elderly person told me not to

Except such horrors arenít

My shame or abuse therefore

I have a legal duty to report

Such confidences

Because I donít hold

Attorney privileges and Iím

A legal private citizen

Who must report such

Physical violence because whether Iím

Here or not the cycle of abuse will

Continue

 

The main and only reason I had to report it

Is because the elderly person

Confided in me

They didnít feel safe in the home

And they were afraid of getting killed

 

There.

Yes, I said it first.

Yes, Iím this cool.

 

So, What am I supposed to do?

Not tell, then go to jail.

Or tell and be called a liar.

So, I told the truth.

And I donít care because Iím a mature adult.

 

Look, just because I swear and

Utilize vivid language this doesnít

Make me a liar.

If anything it makes me a true person.

An ordinary person.

An intelligent person.

 

Yes, I know exactly what Iím doing

Because I took semesters in

Whistle blowing

 

Now, in any family or institution or

Any type of structured unit

Then there are laws and civil conduct

 

Thereís zero tolerance

For physical violence abuse

 

Two, thereís zero tolerance

For verbal abuse

 

Thereís no reason to get heated

And go from zero to a hundred

In 60 seconds

Because the amphibian brain takes over

And all there is in the amphibian brain

Is fight or flight

 

Now, the frontal lobe

Is intellectual refinement

Therefore one must be intelligent

 

Now, as a writer Iím

Obligated to report

Any physical violence abuse

Another adult reports to me

 

As far as my own physical abuse I

Do my own reporting because I donít

Make excuses for abusers

 

Yes, I tell it like it is

Yes, I tell it like I see it

 

Personally, I donít want to address

Any subject matter about

Elderly domestic abuse

Yet I must

 

Ok, so I think this pretty much covers my week

 

The other thing for which

Is an occurrence in my life is I

Get locked out

And I must sit right outside the door

And not leave the property

So, hours can go by

And without bathroom breaks, food or water

Yes, I sit and wait out my punishments

For asking not to be verbally abused

Or to please not be spoken badly

Or to please not be screamed at

Or to please not be sworn at

 

Yes, some days if you saw me

In action then you would understand

Iím quite gracious, awesome and heroic

While telling any bully to

Please, donít swear at me,

Grab me,

Yell at me,

Scream into my ear drums.

 

My ears have been hurting

For the past six months of being yelled at.

 

No, I donít hear a buzzing sound in my ears.

 

Literally, my ear drums hurt.

 

Yes, I graciously go about the days

As volunteer tycoon

Without pay and my feet hurt

From old tennis shoes

And I donít eat regular meals

And Iím overworked

And Iím hated

And told Iím a liar

Except the whole world knows

Yes, I tell the truth

Thus I donít have to go around

Asking for pity

Or reporting abuse

Because Iím bored by abuse

And abuse takes up a lot of precious time

As well as abuse

Gets monotonous

 

So, Iím tired of abuse

Yes, Iím tired of being called a liar

Even though we all know

Perfec

 

 

 

Whether Iím thrown out like a dog

Or not I tell the truth because

The

 

 

Well, I have to write

About the subject matter

Of Elder Domestic Abuse

 

Highland, Park

What are you doing?

 

Yes, I come with serious credentials

 

Look whether Iím here or not

The cycle of domestic abuse

Will continue

Therefore Iíve told the truth

The whole truth so help me God

 

Yes, I get entrance into heaven

 

Yes, at this point the whole world

Knows I chronicle my entire life

Without much waver

Or untruths

Because I donít have anything to lie about

 

Writing is all legalities and

One must tell the entire truth

Primarily to make sense out of life

And to save others from the mistakes

Of anyone with a real and true and good

Moral tale about anything

 

Now,

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Wednesday, September 2, 2020

 

ď.Ē

 

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††††††††† Happy Wednesday!

 

††††††††† Happy wellness!

 

††††††††† Wear a mask. Itís the law.

 

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††††††††† Bernie Sanders all the way!

††††††††† (Please, write-in Bernie Sandersís name into the ballot. Thanks!)

 

††††††††† Bernie Sanders has my vote.

 

††††††††† Ilhan Omar isnít to be trusted because any anti-Semitic speech is any anti-Semitic speech.

 

††††††††† Impeach Donald Trump.

 

††††††††† Please, donít give Donald Trump anymore air time.

 

††††††††† Undisclosed armies are militia and Americansí Constitution reads by the 2nd Amendment to ďbare armsĒ against any unknown entities known as ďtraitors of the stateĒ because taxpayers are the majority two-thirds and we want to know what exactly our Constitutional dollars go towards so there better be Insignia which states ďPolice,Ē or ďFBIĒ or ďCDCĒ and so forth.

 

††††††††† No, tear gas is not to be utilized against peaceful American demonstrators because ďThe Battle of VersaillesĒ wasnít exactly a battle more like en masse of starving French ďcommonersĒ went ahead and by right took over the palace and imprisoned the monarchy and brought the monarchy to the guillotine which is a blade to slice off the head at the neck. Yuck. Yikes.

 

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††††††††† BITCOIN:

 

††††††††† Why is Bitcoin stock so volatile?

 

††††††††† What gives?

 

††††††††† My money is in Bitcoin.

 

††††††††† Shape up.

 

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††††††††† Alibaba and Tesla:

 

††††††††† What on Earth?

 

††††††††† What is the market up to?

 

††††††††† Nothing is constant.

 

††††††††† Whatís going on?

 

††††††††† Come on!

 

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††††††††† Baseball:

 

††††††††† The cardboard cutout of people is freaking out the rest of the country.

 

††††††††† The fake sound of crowd noise is freaking out the rest of the country.

 

††††††††† Look, the rest of us exercise and play and skateboard and live without the fake sounds of crowd noise so the rest of us canít understand why professional players canít handle real life like the rest of us.

 

††††††††† The fake laughing tracks and fake people and fake cardboard cutouts are real creepy.

 

††††††††† The rest of the country is talking about how idiotic and weird fake cardboard cutouts are.

 

††††††††† Please, weíre living in creepy enough times.

 

††††††††† Please, donít scare the Americans with fake cardboard cutouts. Thanks.

 

~~~

COVID-19

Here

Present

 

Healthy as a Horse

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Tuesday, September 1, 2020

 

ď.Ē

 

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††††††††† Happy Tuesday!

 

††††††††† Happy wellness!

 

††††††††† Wear a mask. Itís the law.

 

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††††††††† Bernie Sanders all the way!

††††††††† (Please, write-in Bernie Sandersís name into the ballot. Thanks!)

 

††††††††† Bernie Sanders has my vote.

 

††††††††† Ilhan Omar isnít to be trusted because any anti-Semitic speech is any anti-Semitic speech.

 

††††††††† Impeach Donald Trump.

 

††††††††† Please, donít give Donald Trump anymore air time.

 

††††††††† Undisclosed armies are militia and Americansí Constitution reads by the 2nd Amendment to ďbare armsĒ against any unknown entities known as ďtraitors of the stateĒ because taxpayers are the majority two-thirds and we want to know what exactly our Constitutional dollars go towards so there better be Insignia which states ďPolice,Ē or ďFBIĒ or ďCDCĒ and so forth.

 

††††††††† No, tear gas is not to be utilized against peaceful American demonstrators because ďThe Battle of VersaillesĒ wasnít exactly a battle more like en masse of starving French ďcommonersĒ went ahead and by right took over the palace and imprisoned the monarchy and brought the monarchy to the guillotine which is a blade to slice off the head at the neck. Yuck. Yikes.

 

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COVID-19

Here

Present

 

Healthy as a Horse

 

~~~

Selling Advertisements

 

Yes, selling advertisements are

More difficult than anything

Not as difficult as writing

 

††††††††† Well, life is complex and full as a mature adult.

 

††††††††† Yes, I love to sell advertisements even though itís the most difficult aspect to the job as an Executive.

 

††††††††† Yes, I run our entire graphic design department since April 1, 2020 and selling advertisements are still more difficult than going from three different computer software programs from Adobe Illustrator to Acrobat to Photoshop and Iím awesome at it. Iíve taught myself all of the computer shortcuts even though I required much training back in April 2020, I did teach myself all by my own. At times I was so stressed out except during COVID-19 there was absolutely no one here to help me therefore I did it by myself and this makes me executive level to be able to run an entire graphic design department by myself even though no one thought I could and I did!

 

††††††††† Yes, even though Iím building a brand for others, selling advertisements is the most difficult aspect to the job.

 

††††††††† Yes, with my very own hands Iím building a film studio and selling advertisements is still ten times more difficult than building an entire filming studio with my own two bare hands.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím building a childrenís book empire and selling advertisements is ten times more difficult than starting a division of the advertisement company.

 

††††††††† Letís talk about selling advertisements because selling advertisements is the most difficult thing in the entire world.

 

††††††††† Thereís nothing more difficult than to sell advertisements.

 

††††††††† Thereís an art to selling advertisements.

 

††††††††† One must stay on pitch and not deviate from the pitch.

 

††††††††† One must also be able to know pertinent information and keep things short.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím trained to be warm and steady and direct with humanity.

 

††††††††† Professionally, Iíve been told not to ever ask any of the marketing executives how theyíre doing.

 

††††††††† Professionally, I only deal with marketing executives therefore the marketing executives already have a great idea as to how advertisements are sold and what the process is exactly.

 

††††††††† Professionally, Iíve been informed each marketing executive has a marketing account therefore itís my job to call and make the pitch.

 

††††††††† Now, I donít have any problems selling advertisements to any state other than to North Dakota.

 

††††††††† Thereís something about me or my approach or my tone in which the North Dakotans donít seem to like or respect or trust.

 

††††††††† The cool aspect about selling advertisements is the very fact one calls the same marketing executives who get to know oneís voice over the phone and oneís emails therefore marketing executives expect to talk to me and expect to get emails from me. Thanks.

 

††††††††† The marketing executives of the Twin Cities are the most mature, cultured and have a great idea as to for the reasons why Iím calling which is to sell advertisements for the most important purchase of the year because 90% of the money I make from selling advertisements goes directly to Legions all over the state of Minnesota and the neighboring states.

 

††††††††† Look, weíre in the business of selling advertisements.

 

††††††††† Look, the main reason why our company exists is because we sell advertisements.

 

††††††††† Look, the bulk of the work is to sell ads to donate to local veterans chapters because thatís our contracts to fulfill.

 

††††††††† Look, the money we make from selling advertisements all goes towards incredibly important causes which happen to be near and dear to my heart which is veterans.

 

††††††††† Yes, the only reason why I have wholeheartedly thrown myself into my work selling advertisements is because I love veterans above all other causes.

 

††††††††† Veterans literally have gone to war and back.

 

††††††††† Veterans literally put their lives on the line for our hobbies, interests and families.

 

††††††††† When I think about the single most important disfranchised demographics then I donít have to think hard or long about it because veterans are as cool as this country gets.

 

††††††††† Personally and professionally I love to sell advertisements because after two years of selling advertisements I keep thinking Iím going to get it right and I donít. I can deliver the pitch, however. Once I get asked specific questions then I begin to stumble a little and I always catch myself and read from my notes as quickly as I can and answer everything correctly and as directly as possible.

 

††††††††† The art of the sell is to stay on point and be warm, however. Donít get personable and be authentic yet extremely professional.

 

††††††††† Yes, timingís everything.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

 

††††††††† Gabriel

 

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